*ੈ✩ 𝐧𝐨𝐛𝐨𝐝𝐲 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰𝐬 ‧₊˚ s. kiyoomi

𝟻 𝚍𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎

tw: mention of sex

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[SHINJU]

I never understood why she always insisted for us to always come here. She's always bitching on the waitress, always complaining about her coffee being to hot or too cold or about her piece of cake being too dry. Sometimes she would talk about the hot guy sitting behind us and adding that I probably don't know what she's talking about because I've never had a relationship.

I feel like she already forgot when I talked about Kiyoomi, the last time.

"Hello? Earth to the moon? Moon to the earth?" I snapped out of my thoughts as Maki snapped her fingers under my nose, a weird expression on her face. "I'm talking to you?"

"Sorry, what were you sayin-" Maki sighed, slamming quietly her hands on the table as she was shaking her head in disbelief I think.

"You know what Shin? You're my friend but I'm tired of this." Gesturing her hands in the air, I felt this weird sensation of my blood boiling into my veins." Always being empty and, and just being silent.. I'm tired. I need a real friend who can listen to me." She crossed her arms on her chest as if she was waiting for me to apologize. Do I really need to apologize to someone who never heard me like I wanted a friend to do for me? My relationship with Maki started to go down, really down.

"Ok, now look at me dead in the eyes and repeat." My words came out before u could think about them, I'll probably regret it. "If one of us have to be tired, I should be. Always caring for your relationships, for you and your dad and for everything important to you when I'm having hard times, loosing my family when you were rambling about how you lost your virginity-" I furrowed my brows. "And you're blaming me? I'm done with it."

I glanced at her for a second, her eyes Stratton to fill with tears as I blurted out all the truth I wanted her to hear. She's narcissist or selfish, but she want too much light on her, she want the whole world to look at her and I can't stand that anymore.

"S-Shin-" I gave her some money to pay for my coffee and left without a word, I don't think I need to talk anymore.

I've never swallowed the pills of my deceased family, I'm loosing my friend and the one that I love. And she asked me to be full of life and joy. Maybe I should've tell her what was going on? But she can't focus on anything else than her and only her.

"Can i join you?" I spoke trough the phone after hearing his voice.

"Weren't you with-"

"She can fuck herself." I said and it visibly made him laugh.

"Come, we're waiting for you."

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"Hiiiii!" I smiled to the childish attitude of Hinata who just wanted to jump on me, but Kiyoomi warned him with a death stare, probably knowing that i wasn't in the mood for physical attention.

"Hi." I sat between him and Omii.

"You're ok?" Asked his bestfriend, raising a brow.

"Maki is stupid, I hope she's going to get her mind cleared." I put my bag down and rubbed my temples slowly, she gave me a headache with all her useless babbling.

"That's why I stopped everything with her..." 
I tilted my head to the side to ask a little more. "When you got stuck in the train, she was with me.. and.. it started to get a little heated but she told me she was virgin and admitted that she lied to me and you." Well, I'm not that surprised. She used to lie about random things but lying on her sexual life to impress the other? Damn.