I'm losing it. My mind or something. Maybe I'm paranoid, maybe I'm finding things concerning out of a lack of knowledge. I don't know. I just want to feel sane again.
Uh, job is going okay. The hot ones are quitting, it's fine. I'm fine.
I don't want pain.
I want to be held.
I want to feel loved for once is this rat den. I have friends, than why do I feel so damn alone?
What caused all of this? Why is the void still there? Why do I want to shut myself away and not speak? Abandon it all? I guess that happens when you think too hard.
Maybe I need sleep. Maybe I need sex. Who knows at this point.
And to you guys over here like "they said the word sex! How dare!!!"
One
I am an adult.
Two
This book is rated mature.
Three
I don't care I'm allowed to be horny.
Fucking come at me bro.
I just want someone to hold me, and tell me they love me, and mean it for once. But I can't have that, it's the 21st century after all.
Love isn't real.
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Kraken's Journal
Non-FictionI'm Kraken, the author. I write my humor, my life, everything on here. Suffering included. Existential crisis is mandatory. I just need a hug. I'm usually crying when I write these entries. Comes with the clinical depression and anxiety mixed with u...
