Body Language (MewGulf AU)

🌻Chapter 36

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Gulf thought about so many things.

He worried and worried.

Mew was going to tell him it was over when they got up.

He continued to torment himself as he watched Mew sleep.

It was so natural for him to like Mew

'I like him. I love him. I love him nore than anyone.'

He was so happy that they had started dating. He had been ecstatic when Mew called them lovers.

But that was a long time ago.

Every time they had sex, Gulf couldn't help but think about that girl.

Where had Mew been? Who had Mew been with?

If Gulf had been a friend, then he wouldn't mind. It wasn't his business then. He didn't have any rights to tell Mew what to do. They weren't just friends anymore though. They were lovers, even if he had known that it would only last until Mew found his next girlfriend.

It was painful. His heart was crying out in pain.

He had been so happy...

They'd been together everyday. They had spoken everyday. They had laughed and kissed and made love. They had been like real lovers.

He had been mistaken though.

Even though he told himself not to, he had started to think of the two of them as lovers.

It had been two months since they started dating. A record for Mew since college began.

Mew told him how sexy he was so many times.

They kissed, they had sex. They done it all the time.

His first time had been with Mew.

That was good enough.

He couldn't hope for anything more.

He'd been blind to think that it could last.

'Only think of me. Only do it with me. Only date me.'

He knew that he wouldn't be able to hold these feelings in forever.

'So before that happens....'

It was special. He wanted to keep this treasured moment in his life, special and clean. He didn't want a messy, upsetting break up.

"I love you." Gulf gently kissed Mew's forehead. "I really love you. I love you so much."

Mew's forehead, his ears, his nose and then his lips. He wanted to remember it all.

The person that was no longer going to be his.

The person who wouldn't be by his side anymore.

"...thank you."

It was only two months, but it was the happiest time of his life.

That was enough.

That was it.

"I'm so happy that I met you, Mew."

He gave him one final kiss.

It was to be the last kiss.

He stayed until dawn watching Mew sleep. When it was seven, he quietly got out of bed.

"I forgot I have a report so I'm going to school early."

He left a note and then left the room. The last time he would come back here was tonight.

'Tonight. To break up with him.'

He wouldn't have any regrets.

Gulf smiled, and he walked only looking ahead.

TBC