i still talk to mattia but yet again we only text no facetime or hang out
just text
we do text like every day tho but he stills shows no interest so i don't either, i don't wanna be weird
i have changed a lot tho i feel
last summer changed me a lot cause me cam and clo started going to party's and we started drinking and smoking
which literally everyone does now at our age
we had a fun last summer, we hung out with bryce, nico r, hunter and the other nico but still no mattia he always had an excuse not to go to the party's
i got pretty close to bryce, nico r, nico and hunter last summer from hanging out a lot
but mattia just gets weird about it
it's almost the end of the school year so i'm excited
i got up and ready for school and put this on
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i got in my car and picked up clo and cam
Cea- guys there's exactly one month till summer Cam- oh my god i'm so excited Clo- oh my god we gotta get mattia to hang out with us this summer, right cea Cea- ugh shut up Cam- what's up with him Cea- i have no clue, when we first started texting he was different cause he low key showed interest but now he just doesn't, like some days he's nice and funny but other days he's just rude but like in a way that makes me like it and it's just ughhhhh so annoying Clo- damn cea i don't think i've ever heard you rant that much Cam- maybe he just doesn't like to show his feeling for you or he thinks you don't feel the same way Cea- i think that sometimes too but it's just weird cause that's how i feel about him, i feel like he doesn't like me so i don't show interest in him Cam- maybe just tell him straight up Clo- yeah or just start showing interest and see if he changes Cea- easy for the two that already have boyfriends to say Cam- it's not the end of the world cea, if he doesn't like you back which i don't know why he wouldn't then there's other options, your beautiful you could get anyone Cea- but i want him, i like him, i've never felt this way about anyone and i don't know why i feel like this with his cause we have never done anything more than text and it's so annoying cause all's i think about is him, nothing else just him and it's not healthy Clo- oh she's in love Cam- you basically just said your in love with him without actually saying it Cea- ugh i know i hate it
we pulled up to school and all gathered our things before getting out of the car
Cam- my house after school Clo- got it Cea- k
we all split and went to our classes
after school
we are now at cams house all on our phones
Cam- ok cea, me and clo wanna help you Clo- we also wanna get this over with before summer so that we can have fun Cea- what are you talking about Cam- we have been waiting to do this all week Clo- we just didn't want to tell you and you overthink it, so now that it's friday we are doing it Cea- you guys are scaring me just tell me Cam- ok so we are going to go to bryces house tonight and there going to have alc Clo- and there going to have the greens Cam- yeah that too but basically we are all going to get crossed Clo- and me and cam are going to take your phone and text mattia how you feel about him and just see what happens Cea- oh my god Cam- you can't say no we already told the boys about it and there exited to see what happens Cea- i mean i guess but i'll have to give the ok first because i'm going to need to be really fucked up to let you guys do that Clo- oh my goddddd Cam- yesssss girl Cea- what time we going Cam- what time is it now Clo- 5:30 Cam- bryce told me that the boys are going at 6 so like whenever after 6 Cea- ok imma go home and shower quick then i'll come back for you guys Cam- ok girl, get cute and text me i giggled Cea- ok
i got in my car and drove to my house
i got in the shower and got ready into this
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casual but we're only going to bryces so it's fine
i got my things and got into my car and drove to cams house
when i got there i texted cam and they came outside
then we started driving to bryces house
Cea- guys i'm scared Clo- once you get that liquid confidence you'll be good Cea- ugh Cam- it's ok cea we love you Cea- i'm just so scared Cam- if he doesn't feel the same then just date one of his friends simple Cea- yup simple i say sarcastically
we arrived at bryces house and knocked on the door
his mom opened the door and let us in
we went downstairs since we hangout in the basement
Bryce, nico, hunter and nico r were all there but obviously no mattia
Bry- yooo what up Cam- hey baby
ugh ew
NicR- y'all ready to turn up Clo- cea is Cea- yeah i am, i'm scared Bry- don't worry cea, if he says no he's gunna get his ass beat Cea- it's just scary Nic- yeah hunter is rolling up right now after the blunt you'll be good Cea- what alc do you have Bry- hella four lokos and Tito's Cea- ok ughhhhhhhhh Clo- your too stressed babe, let me set you up a station Cea- huh ?
i sat on the couch confused as she was preparing something
a couple minutes later she came over to me with a tray that had a shot glass, the tito's, a four loko and a full blunt
Cea- i love you clo Clo- i love you too baby Cea- are y'all staying sober Bry- fuck no Cea- then why do i get a whole blunt to myself Nic- cause your going to need it Hunt- that blunt has a whole g in it Cea- what the fuck are you guys trying to kill me Bry- yeah what the fuck hunter are you trying to kill her Hunt- she's fine, she can out smoke all of us combine Cea- yeah you right hunty, but bryce Bry- yeah what up Cea- your moms home Bry- yeah her and my dad are going to this neighborhood thing, there not coming home Cam- your worrying to much just start doing your thing
