a friend suggestion

#3.

skip 1 year to sophomore year

hey it's cea again

not much has been going on but i'm a sophomore now and i'm 16, i still talk to mattia, i text him that's all, we don't facetime and we never hung out or even talked about it

i could tell we are both shy when it comes to stuff like that, we have both seen each other at school a couple times but never said anything to one another

it's just awkward

we text almost everyday, as friends i'm too scared to admit my feelings cause we have a good friend relationship

it's so weird like all i think about is him and i don't know why, i don't even know what he's like in real life out of texts

we don't show interest in each other, well he doesn't show any in me, i try my best to not show any in him.

other than that my life has been pretty much the same old boring life

i'm still friends with clo and cam obviously but clo has changed she's into boys now that her and Nico R are dating but bryce and cam are still together so i'm suprised but i'm happy for them

today it's may of sophomore year so again we're almost done with school

i get up out of bed and find something to wear before going to shower and doing my hair and brushing my teeth and all that

i get something to eat real quick before i go out to my car and pick up clo and cam and head to school

Cam- hey besties
Clo- hi cam
Cam- ugh guys we need to have fun this summer, our lives are boring
Cea- yeah they are boring
Cam- i got some people you guys just need to wait for summer
Cea- people for what
Cam- you just gotta wait another month or so
Cea- ugh whatever

we get to school and go to our lockers then head to our classes

i see mattia on the way talking to clos boyfriend but i didn't say anything and kept walking lol

after school

i got in my car and waited for cam and clo to come out

they came out and they had bryce and nico r with them oh lord i hope they don't need a ride

they all come up to the car, cam and clo get in while bryce and nico r and sitting outside of the car talking

NiR- yo cea
Bry- sup cea
Cea- hey
Bry- why's my boy mattia still single
Cea- i don't like dating especially someone i barley known
Bry- you guy have never hung out, facetimed
Cea- no we only text
Bry- imma talk to mattia, he needs to slid in or something, he's being to pussy
Cea- whatever
Cam- bye bryce
she kissed him goodbye
Clo- bye babe
she kissed nico r goodbye

they walked away from the car and i drove off

Cea- ew that's gross
Cam- no just wait for that to be you and mattia
Cea- anytime someone talks to me is about him like what
Clo- it's because we see you guys together
Cea- well i don't so move on
Cam- we don't mean to make you mad, we just want you to have someone to give a goodbye kiss too you know
Cea- yeah whatever bye
Clo- bye see you tomorrow
Cam- bye see ya
Cea- bye

they got out and i drove home just thinking about what they said

i got home and it was about 5 o'clock ugh

i did some homework and then showered

i got out of the shower and saw i had a text from mattia

Mattia

Mattia
you were talking to bryce
and nico r today i seen

cea
yeah ok?

Mattia
what were they saying

cea
they said something like
your being pussy, cause i guess
everyone wants us to date but idk

Mattia
yeah it's pretty weird we just friends

cea
yeah exactly

Mattia
whatever well imma go to bed

cea
night
read 9:14

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that mf left me on read, wtf

he literally always dose that now i don't know why but it gets me mad cause i'm supposed to be the one leaving him on read

ugh anyways i'm tired

i got comfy in my bed and passed right out

Authors note
they are sophomores now which is 10th grade if you didn't know, yes i did skip a year but it's the way it works so byeee