i showered, brushed my teeth, did my hair and did a little makeup
i wore a green champion hoodie and the matching sweat pants and the pine green jordan 1s
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it was now 3:30 when i finished getting ready
i decided to just chill for a little before texting mattia so i made myself some lunch
after i was done making lunch i went to my moms room to tell her i'm going to be leaving soon
Cea- hey mom CM- hey baby what's up Cea- i'm going to hangout with people soon CM- where were you last night Cea- i was at my friend bryces house CM- ouu is bryce your boyfriend Cea- no that's cams boyfriend i laughed CM- ok so where are you going tonight Cea- to my friend mattias house CM- is that a boyfriend Cea- uhh... kinda... yeah CM- ok i see you girl, just don't get pregnant Cea- mom i don't do that CM- i wanna meet him Cea- well we just started dating last night CM- how long have you know each other Cea- like 2 years CM- ok i still wanna meet him, who else is going to be there Cea- your asking a lot of questions CM- i'm your mother Cea- um him, me, bryce, my friend nico, hunter and nico R and cam and clo are coming later CM- all boys huh Cea- yeah ma but there not like what you think there like, there my friends and they have respect for me so don't worry, i will facetime you when i get there for you to meet them CM- ok facetime me when you get there, be safe i love you Cea- love you too
my mom has always been pretty chill because i tell her everything other than the bad stuff like smoking or drinking cause i just don't like the thought of her knowing but i tell her everything else so she trusts me and she's understanding since she had me at 15 and she's still pretty younge
i walked out of her room and called mattia
he answered
Mat- what's up baby Cea- hey is everyone there yet? Mat- yeah they're all here Cea- ok imma be coming in a couple minutes Mat- ok i'll send you my address and you could just come right in and my rooms in the basement so just come down Cea- um ok send the address Mat- ok bye Cea- bye
i hung up and waited a couple minutes before leaving
i then went downstairs to tell my mom i'm leaving before heading out
Cea- mom i'm going now CM- ok be careful i love you Cea- love you too
i got in my car and drove to mattias house
once i got there i gave myself a pep talk before going in
everything is going to be fine, there's nothing to worry about, you know everyone in there and they are your friends so don't be scared they have never looked at you differently so they won't now ugh it's ok
i have always had anxiety my whole life with anything but i just push myself because there's nothing to be afraid of especially if i know everyone that is here
i got out of my car and walked up to the door hesitating to open it, i walked in and went downstairs to the basement like he told me to
i didn't see anyone down there
maybe i was in the wrong basement
i then heard giggling coming from a door
i slowly opened it and seen all the boys with there dicks out in a circle comparing sizes
Cea- oh my god i screamed and quickly shut the door
i stood far from the door in shock
about two minutes later mattia opened the door followed by the rest of them
Mat- i'm so sorry Cea- ew you guys are so weird They all laughed Hunt- who's was biggest Cea- what the fuck i don't remember i didn't stare at them Bry- mines biggest then mattia then hunter then nico R then nico is smallest Nico- shut the fuck up NicR- bryce how many inches are you Bry- 8.5 and mattia is 8 so it would be me then mattia Hunt- that would make me next, i'm 7 NicR- i'm 6 Nic- i'm 5 🥲 Mat- yus me and bestie bryce got big dic Cea- guys i'm literally still here Hunt- ok and ? Cea- i don't wanna hear about your dick sizes Mat- yeah guys she only wants to hear about mine Cea- no i don't Mat- mhm stop lying Cea- ugh wait guys i have to facetime my mom, she wants to meet you guys Hunt- mmm is she hot Cea- shut up hunter
i grabbed my phone and facetimed my mom
CM- hey baby Cea- hey CM- let me see the boyfriend Cea- mattia come here mattia came and sat next to me Mat- hi miss mae CM- hello, oh cea he's a cutie mattia giggled Cea- mom i sighed CM- you treating my daughter right Mat- yes ma'am CM- you gotta protect her since her dad can't be here Mat- i didn't know that i'm so sorry Cea- ok now, mom this is bryce Bry- hi miss mae CM- hello how are you Bry- good how bout you CM- good Cea- ok now this is Nico R NicR- hey miss mae CM- ugh stop calling me miss mae makes me feel old call me Camill NicR- i'm sorry how are you doing CM- good good how are you NicR- good Cea- this is so awkward CM- cea shut up Cea- damn ok here's hunter CM- hi hunter how are you Hunt- hi good how about you CM- i'm good Cea- ugh ewwww oh my god this is so awkward CM- why you got so many cute friends cea Cea- mom shut up here's nico CM- two nicos ? Cea- yes Nic- hey beautiful Cea- nico shut up my mom giggled CM- hey handsome Cea- oh lord Nic- i'll watch cea for you, make sure she doesn't get into any trouble CM- ok thank you boys Nic- no problem Cea- alright that's enough, mom i love you bye CM- bye love you
i hung up
Cea- i hate you all, especially you nico Nic- what she's hot Hunt- yeah she is kinda hot Cea- nah y'all weird as fuck Bry- if you don't mind me asking, what happened to your dad Cea- oh um he got deported when i was 6 Bry- oh my god i'm so sorry Mat- baby how come you never told me Cea- i don't know, i just don't like bringing it up Mat- i'm sorry Cea- no it's ok, i don't like when people feel bad for me mattia then gave me a kiss on the forehead Hunt- ok so what are we doing today Bry- alex is having people over his house to swim, we should go NicR- yo i fucking love alex's house Bry- we going cause i'll text him Cea- i'll just go home while you guys go Mat- baby no, hold on let's go to the bathroom and talk
he grabbed my hand and led me to the bathroom, he shut the door
Mat- what's wrong Cea- nothing it's just i don't really do good with new people Mat- but you were fine with me yesterday and today Cea- that's cause i was high and plus cam and clo were there, if they are there it's easier for me Mat- it will be fine baby, i won't leave your side and if you don't like it there we can come back here Cea- i don't kno- Mat- wanna smoke before we go ? i tried to hide my smile but i couldn't Mat- yeah you do come on
we walked out of the bathroom
Mat- where's the green Hunt- it's over in my bag, wait i thought we were saving it for later Mat- cea is gunna smoke, i'll buy us more for later Hunt- ok
mattia understands me so well, he knows how to comfort me and he doesn't tell everyone that i have anxiety cause i don't like people knowing it makes me embarrassed so i only tell my close friends like clo and cam but mattia is good with helping me
