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#18.

still ceas pov btw

about an hours or so later everyone woke up and we all talked and then soon enough mattia walked in

everyone went silent

my eyes kinda watered at the thought of what he said and the thought of him hitting me

but i shook the thoughts out of my head and stared into his eyes as he stared into mine

Cam- we will give you guys some privacy

they all walked out leaving us alone

Mat- i'm sorry cea, i feel like an asshole i-
Cea- you are an asshole
Mat- i know, and i'm sorry with everything in me, i shouldn't have said any of that to you, none of it was true, i shouldn't have hit you and i shouldn't have called you a bitch, i love you cea and i always have, i should have just calmed down and talked it out with you not freak out on you and say all thos mean things to you, i want to be there for you and the baby and i understand if you don't want to but just know i love you and i will never stop loving you
he crying

i was silent for a minute

was it bad that i believed him and wanted to take him back, but i love him and i can't help it i wanted to be mad but i just couldn't, he was always so good to me, and i understand why he was mad, but i've seen before when he gets mad he just goes overboard and i understand, nobody wants a kid at 17. ugh

Cea- i love you to mattia
Mat- will you be my girlfriend, i promise to never hurt you ever again
Cea- yes
i smiled and he hugged me

he tucked my hair behind my ear, resting his hand on my cheek and kissed me

i didn't kiss back because i got a flashback of him hitting me, i flinched making mattia pull away

Mat- i'm sorry, was that to soon
Cea- n-no i'm sorry, i just had a flashback

tears started streaming down his face

Mat- i didn't mean to hit you baby, i feel like i should be locked away in prison for years for putting a hand on you, i wasn't raised like that, i'm sorry please don't be scared of me 
Cea- it's ok mattia, i'm ok

he hugged me and i grabbed his face and kissed him, he kissed back

then about a minute later everyone walked back in

Cam- so what's up
Cea- were back together
they cheered just like the first time we got together
Bry- that was quick but i love it
Hunt- i love you guys
NicR- so happy for you two
Clo- my baby cea
Nic- aw my boy matti
Cam- i love you cea
Cea- i love you to cam
Mat- wait so you guys aren't mad at me
Bry- not if ceas not
Mat- ayy
Cea- wait, guys when will i be able to go home
Cam- i'll see if i can talk to them? i don't know tho
Cea- ok
Cam- i'll go now

she left to go talk to the doctors

about 10 minutes later she came back

Cam- they said the earliest they can let you go is two days so that would be tomorrow
Cea- ugh ok
Clo- cea for real never try that again, if you died i would have went with you
Cea- i know, i won't do it again, i love you guys
everyone- we love you to

Next day

i woke up and looked around me

only mattia, cam and clo were here

i guess everyone else went home, i don't blame them the hospital is really uncomfortable

but i was excited that today i will be going home

i'm glade everything worked out, i just have to tell my mom that i'm pregnant

she's going to be so disappointed with me

ugh

but i can't just keep it from her, she would like me to tell her plus she should understand since she had me at 15

everyone soon woke up and we waited till i was able to leave

soon enough we left and went to my house

cam and clo decided they were going to stay with me for a couple days so they went home to get there clothes and stuff they needed

mattia stayed with me until they got back

Mat- so we are going to have a kid that's crazy
Cea- i know but it sucks
Mat- why
Cea- because we aren't going to be able to live our lives
Mat- yeah that's true but we could make time
Cea- yeah i guess
Mat- have you told your mom
Cea- no i haven't talked to her
Mat- you should call her
Cea- i'm scared
Mat- it will be ok baby, she will understand
Cea- ugh ok

i grabbed my phone and went to my moms contact and hit call

it rang a couple times until she picked up the phone

CM- hey baby
Cea- hi mom
CM- what's up
Cea- i have something to tell you, your going to be really mad at me and i'm sorry
CM- um ok, what is it
Cea- um well...so basically... uh... i'm pregnant
CM- your kidding right
Cea- no i'm not i'm sorry mom
CM- who's the father cea
Cea- it's mattia
she let out a sigh
CM- is he going to stay with you or what's going on
Cea- he's going to stay, he's actually right here next to me
Mat- hi camilla
CM- ugh you kids, i can't even be mad at you because i understand
Cea- i'm sorry
CM- it's fine cea, nobody was there for me and i know how it feels but i will be there for you and your lucky you have mattia
Cea- thank you
CM- one question, how are you going to pay for it
Cea- oh i haven't really thought about that, well i make my own money, and mattia gets paid from social media
Mat- i could get a job at my dads restaurant or something too
CM- you guys will have to start saving, i don't want you to end up like me, i'll help you guys but you need to save money now, trust me it gets tough
Cea- ok mom thank you, i love you
CM- how far along are you
Cea- like a month maybe a month and a half
CM- i'll make you a doctors appointment and send the date to you
Cea- ok bye mom love you
CM- bye baby love you too

i hung up

Mat- well that went good
Cea- yeah, i'm just scared
Mat- scared of what
Cea- everything, like what if we can't afford it or what if i'm not a good mom
i started to cry

mattia brought me close to his chest

Mat- it's fine cea, i'm getting a job and will save all of the money i get, for the baby and i already make good money off of social media, i'll just post more, i could introduce you to my supporters to where you will have a following and you could start making money off of it, you don't even have to work anymore, i got us covered and you will be an amazing mom
Cea- ugh i love you
Mat- i love you too chubs
Cea- wha- how
Mat- you told me before that your whole family would call you that when you were little
Cea- ugh