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#6.

i eventually stopped worrying and started smoking the blunt while everyone just stared at me weirdly

Cea- what's evryone looking at the fuck
Cam- your beautiful babe keep going
Cea- stop staring it's weird
Hunt- damn

i got the blunt down to the roach, i was already high as fuck

Cea- here here hunter or bryce... or someone take the roach
Bry- keep it
Cea- why
i laughed
Bry- for later if you need it
Cea- camryn tell your boyfriend to take the mother fucking roach before i scream
i laughed hysterically
NicR- yo she's scaring me
Cea- i'm gunna cry, bryce please take the roach i can't hold it
Bry- just put it down
Cea- oh... i'm sorry
Clo- here babe he's a shot

(that's exactly how i get when i'm high, i can't be holding anything so most of the time i throw it at my friends lmao)

she started handing me shots of tito's every 5 seconds until i couldn't no more

Cea- how many was that
Clo- that was 15
Cea- oh my god how did i do that i hate tito's
Clo- built different i guess
Hunt- yo if mattia don't want you can i have you cause god damn how tf did you just do that with no face
Cea- ughhh shut up don't remind me hunter, did you guys start yet
Clo- no not yet
Cea- put some music on and can someone get me a four loko
Bry- so demanding
Hunt- what flavor
Cea- ugh watermelon or blue razz

hunter came over to me and gave me my drink

Cea- thanks hunt

i opened it and started drinking it

i stayed quiet for a while just thinking about everything and listening to the music while they all smoked

Clo- cea you good?
Cea- no, can we just get it over with so i could power off my phone and have fun
Clo- of course, everyone gather around

they all sat around me

clo on one side and cam on the other and the boys just all around us

i handed my phone to clo and hid my face in cams arms

Clo- ok how should i start it

they all talked on how she should word it until they all agreed and sent it

this is what they came up with

"hey mattia, so this might be weird but i'm going to have to tell you sometime, ugh, so basically i like you, a lot ,and i always think about you, you just make me smile and idk but i'm being 100% seriously but i don't think you feel the same way so that's why i hid it for so long, but yeah i guess that's it, i know we have never even talked in real life but i was hoping maybe you could start hanging out with me, clo, cam, bryce, nico, nico R and hunter but i don't even know what else to say, you might not even reply but it's fine, um bye"

Cea- guys stop that's literally exactly what i would have said
Clo- see
Cea- oh my god i'm scared
Bry- cea
Cea- what
Bry- i wasn't supposed to tell you this and i didn't want to tell you cause i wanted it to happen naturally between you two but mattia has said before that he likes you, he talk about you all the time and the only reason that he doesn't show interest in you is because he doesn't like showing his emotions and he thought you didn't feel the same way
Cam- see me and clo told you

tears started filling my eyes i don't know why but it just shocked me

Clo- aw babe don't cry
Cam- aw cea i'm so happy for you

i was happy too but what if bryce is lying just to make me feel better

clo and cam hugged me as i cried

that lasted for about 5 minutes until my phone dung

everyone went quiet

Cea- someone check it i can't

clo took my phone and smiled

Cea- what
Clo- it's mattia
Cam- what he say
Clo- he said "i wanna do this right, are you at bryces house?"
Cam- oh my god girl, wipe them tears let's go fix your makeup
Bry- clo what you say back to him
Clo- i just said "yeah"
Cam- come on cea

she pulled me up but i fell

Cea- just fix my makeup here on the ground

i laid on the ground laughing

cam came over to me and wiped the mascara from under my eyes, she then applied a little conceler and more mascara

Cam- beautiful
Cea- help me off the ground

hunter came over and helped me

i went and sat on the couch again

Clo- girl he said "i'm on my way now, let bryce know"
Cea- oh my god i'm gunna cry, someone get me that roach

hunter handed me the roach

Cea- hunter is the only one helping me tonight
Hunt- your welcome

i lit the roach and smoked it till there was nothing left

i felt great other than the fact that i burnt my hands a couple times while smoking it

Cea- guys i'm a little scared
Clo- why don't be everything is fine
Cea- cause i don't know how he's like in real life, i feel like it might be awkward
Cam- she needs more alc

clo ran over and grabbed the tito's

i drank it straight from the bottle

i let out a deep sigh

Cea- guys tell me what he's like
Bry- he's funny
Nic- he's cute
NicR- he got a big dick
Clo- nico shut up
Cea- no shh clo i wanna hear more
Hunt- he knows how to have fun
Bry- yeah he gets lit
Nic- you guys would fit together
NicR- he gets really horny when he's high
Cea- mhm, tell me more nico
NicR- he has a long tongue, good for eating
Clo- ok nico that's enough
Cea- ugh clo
Cam- girls wanna make a tiktok

i got up and stumbled over to cam

me cam and clo made a tiktok and posted it to our spam tiktok's

i sat back down and thought about mattia

before i knew it mattia walked in