shadows || cameron boyce

Chapter Eleven- I'll Love You.

A N N A

I shut the mirror glass door behind me, curl up into a ball in the corner the restroom and begin crying hysterically. I still love Cameron. He's gone and left a hole in my heart which Lauryn seems to be tearing herself through. But I guess I pushed him away.. I had it coming. "Anna?" I hear a soft voice say. "Cameron?" I ask attempting to recognise the voice. "Are you okay in there? You ran up so suddenly." He asks leaning against the door. I could see him through the other side but he couldn't see me. Which at this point was great; I looked a mess with my puffy eyes and tears stains. Hecould read me like a book. "Uh, ahem, I'm good. Great even!" I say sniffing and laughing. His face turns towards the glass and he looks into it and straight at me, it was almost like he could see me. "You sure? Your voice sounds a little rough.. Have you been crying?" He says still looking at me, "Anna?" "N-no, I'm fine Cameron. Just go.." I sigh my voice becoming weaker. "Anna? Let me in. Your not okay." He says attempting to unlock the door. "There's no point trying. It's locked so you can just go away and make out with Lauryn some more.." I cover my mouth realising what I had just said. Cameron closes his eyes and slides down the door until he is sitting. "So that's what this is about. Your jealous?" He asks camly, his jaw clenching closed, "I know my looks are intimidatingly gorgeous but you don't love me anymore. You don't need to be jealous." I giggle wiping away my tears and looking up at him. "That's just it though." I say. "What do you mean?" Cameron asks and I begin tearing up again. "Cameron my whole life has been one big ball of mess. My parents? Gone. My friends? Gone. My dignity? Vanished." I cry; my breath hitching, "I tried commiting suicide 2 days ago and put my adopted family through hell. I found somebody who truly loved me for who I am and I pushed them  away along with everything else. Cameron I don't know what I'd be if I didn't have you in my life, I just have a stupid way of showing it. I don't want the same thing to happen to us that happened to all the people I cared about. But when I see Lauryn all over you, kissing you and holding your hand, it's honestly breaks me into millions of peices which ae trampled over by Lauryn. I can't do this on my own Cammy.. I love you." I look over to the door to see that Cameron is also of tears. His freckled face turn crimson and his lips begin trembling. "Anna.. I've bee waiting 10 years for that phrase, I love you too.." He says trying to remain his subtle and calm, "Please open the door...?" I snuffle and stumble over to the door. I unlock it and stood behind it is a handsome, freckled faced moron who I can say loves me too. We look deep into eachothers eyes for a moment until he pulls me into hug. I cry into his shoulder; tears of joy are streaming down my face. After a content amount of time spent hugging we pull apart and he he cups my cheeks in his hands. "Hey you! No matter who or what tries to bring you down, you've gotta keep glowing gorgeous okay? Aways gonna be here and nothing will tear up apart. Unless of course a Zombie Apocalipse occurs then I'm sorry honey your done for!" He says in a homosexual tone.I laugh and pull him in for one more hug. "C'mon, I think you need to get some sleep." He whispers. We walk hand in hand around David corridors and finally find a Guest Room. "Damn this took some time!" I say and Cameron chuckles. He leaves the door slightly open whilst I crawl onto the bed and curl up into a ball. I feel the bed dip slightly and two strong arms lift me. I look up and find Cameron smiling widley and placing me in his arms. My heads rests comfortably on his chest; being stroked with his soft fingers. "So you really know David?" I ask. "Yeah he lived in L.A and used to go and visit him regularly remember?" Cameron says. "Wait so he's the guy who had hair like a--" "Bush? Yeah." Cameron finshed laughing with me. We both sit there in silence for a few minutes; Cameron still playing with my hair. " You know, we still haven't kissed." Cameron states suddenly. I laugh and hit him playfully. "That's because your a jerk." "Ouch!" He responds, "But I'm your jerk." He retorts. Even though I'm not looking at him I can freaking tell he's smiling his face off right now. Idiot. "Cameron Mica Boyce, in all these years I've known you, I never knew you could be so cliche." I say looking up at him. "Meh, puberty changed me.." He states. I laugh frantically at his declaration. He kisses my forehead and that my goodnight cue. I drift off into a deep sleep in the arms of the person I love. Cameron.

D A V I D

"What's taking them so long?" I moan. Cameron went up to check on Anna and ever since he hasn't came down. "I'll go check.." I say realising that everyone was on their ohones and obviously not listening to a word I'm saying. I wonder up my wooden staircase and through my hallway. I walk towards the bathroom door but they're not there. What the hell, where have they gone? What's he done with Anna? I decide to head to my room and see if they've gone to see if I hide anything. Cameron always used to mess everything up in my bedroom. It kinda sucked but it reminded me of how he wasn't just there as my fake friend, he was a friend who-- I stop. Did I just see that? I retrace my steps and find two legs interwined together behind our 3rd guest room. I slowly open the door and it reveals Anna and... Cameron.. Sleeping peacfully in eachother arms. I feel a heavy lump pressing against my heart. I don't get it.. Cameron and Anna together? I swear they we're shy of eachother a minute ago.. Anna is my sunshine. I know it's stupid; I only met her 1 day ago but.. She completes me. My eyes are still locked on what I have witnessed before me. I slowly back away and close the door. How am I supposed to make her realise how much she means to me when she's int he arms of my bestfriend?

David I feel you.. So nowhe's in the same situation Anna was in at first. The life cycle of 'Shadows' I guess haha. Again, I say this everytime but it's true- it was pretty bad but hopefully it's get better. (I swear I'm repeating myself every week) Anyway, see you next week. OH WAIT! I might not update for a while because I have ALOT going on at school before and after school but I'll see if I have time!

Baiiii xxx

Ana xxx