shadows || cameron boyce

Chapter Twenty Six- Accessory.

A N N A

*Two days later*

I haven't spoken to anyone at all. I've just sat on my bed and stared at my ceiling; thinking about how lost I feel without Cameron. I occasionally look out of the window to his bedroom window, opposite mine, and never see anything. I've screwed up big time. I feel horrible for doing this to him. The new Jessie episode premieres today and I'm questioning myself whether I should watch it or not. Is it worth going through that pain again..? I suddenly hear a knock on my door. "Come in.." I mumble. Khloe steps into my room with some food and clothes. She walks over to my bed sit and places the tray on top. "Can I sit?" She asks pointing to space next to me. I meekly nod and continue staring at my ceiling. "I'm sorry for shouting at you.. It wasn't your fault about what I did." I say snuggling into her. "It's totally fine. You're upset and I get it. I just wish you would have called me baby.." She says. "I didn't know what to do. When I saw Lauryn and Cam thoughts came rushing into my head and I guess I wasn't thinking.. I broke his heart Khlo, I feel so horrible." I cry. "It's okay Anna, everything's gonna be okay.." She says squeezing me tighter. "Have you spoken to him?" "I haven't had the courage." I sigh. "Right, get up." She says lifting me up and throwing me over her shoulders. "What? Khloe!" I shout as carries me into my dressing room. "Get changed, you're going over to speak to Cameron. " "What are you crazy? No!" I say charging towards her but then being grabbed and turned around. "Anna, seriously now. If you really want him back, you're gonna have to talk to him sometime. You can't hide in here for the rest of your life; you've got school tomorrow. How're face him then, huh?" She states. To be honest Khloe's right. I can't keep on avoiding him, I broke his heart and now I've got to face the consequences. I nod in her response and pick out something to wear. I walk down stairs and into the living room. "Honey, you okay?" Mom asks as put my shoes on. I look up and my eyes focus on the T.V. I see Cameron and Lauryn at the park together on the Jessie show. Suddenly, Cameron's eye's focus and Lauryn's and they lean in. I can't bear to watch anymore so I turn and leave. "Anna? Where are you going." Mom hollers. "To do something I should have done Two days ago.." I respond. I close the doors behind me and walk down to my gate. I cross the road and hesitantly knock on Cameron's door "Anna, I haven't seen you in a while!" Libby greets and she embraces me into a hug. I smile up at her she motions me inside the house. "Cameron's not been too good these past days. He's in need of some of your enlightening." She laughs. "I honestly doubt it.." I sigh. "What do you mean?" "Long story momma." I say jumping up the stairs. I finally come to Cameron's room and just for a few seconds, I stand there. I don't know how he's going to react. I knock lightly and to my surprise he opens it quickly. But then, also to my surprise he closes it- quickly. I question whether I should walk I but instead I open it. "Cameron, we need to talk. " I say closing the door behind me. "I don't want to talk." He says bluntly laying back down on his bed. I look around his room and see that it's a mess. His clothes are scattered across the floor along with all his loose change. "Not a good enough excuse for me to go I'm afraid." I say walking over to him. "How about this, you kissed not one.. But TWO of my best friends and embarrassed me in front of the whole set!" He shouts. "Can you go now?!" "No, Cameron I'm sorry. Spencer came onto me,  I never meant for it to happen—?" "Yeah, same old sad story which I'm supposed to believe." He says. "What?! Why are you being like this? " I shout. "Well how am I supposed to act? As if nothing happened and that it's totally cool that you just go around kissing anyone one of my friends?" He shouts taking a step closer to me. "Just like you did with Lauryn, huh?" I spit back. "Don't you even bring her into this.." He threatens. "Why, you're afraid you're precious little girlfriend is gonna get offended? How can you not realise what she's trying to do to our relationship?" I say. "You've been there and done that though, no need to worry." He retaliates. He's such a douche, how have been able to handle this for 14 years of my life. "Jackass." I say. "Bitch." He says. "F**tard." I say. "Whore." He says taking a step closer to me, pinning me against the wall. "Douche bag." I say. He presses his forehead against mine and leans in. I coldly turn my head as he ends up kissing my cheek. "You see, Cameron you brought this on yourself. What you expect me to do is come sobbing to you, begging for your forgiveness. You want to make sure you have someone to call your 'girlfriend'; your own little accessory who you can just use and then throw way once you find pretty one," I begin as he clenches his jaw and looks at me sympathetically, "Well I'm tired of being that broken piece of trash stuffed at the back of your cabinet. I'm done with all the stupid names, the pathetic excuses to get me back, the sympathy.. I'm done with you." What the actual heck have I gone and done? I came here to get him back, not completely diss him and make him feel even more worse.. "Anna, I didn't mean what I said.. It was totally uncalled for just please-" He says grabbing hold of my hands. I press my lips against his and kiss him passionately.. "See you around Cameron.." I sigh slipping my hands out of his. I press my eyes together in attempt to not cry. There's this little voice in the back of my heart telling me turn around; for once, I think I'm not going to listen to it.. Just this once. Let's see what happens..

Haiii guys, I'm so so so so so sorry for not updating for so long but my school has started and I'm now revising for my end of year exams and it's all just a bit flabshgdsidgsdy if you get Ii what I mean. So I decided to update to day and bunk off school, whoop! I'm kidding, I'm sick so because I love ya'll I've updated I think I'm updating tomorrow so be ready!

Until then..

Baiii xxx

Ana xxx