Boy Meets Evil || kσσkv

𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚛𝚝𝚢 𝚎𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝

Very early that morning Taehyung had woken up to Jungkook gone. After having yet another session of just pure making out, Jungkook cuddled Taehyung all night long. They didn't talk or share anything but cuddles which honestly was so much better than talking and that was a huge thing since Taehyung liked talking more than anything. Then eventually Taehyung fell asleep but it only felt like a moment before Taehyung was waking up alone with the sun just barely shining through the curtains. Squinting as he pushed himself up from the bed, Taehyung rubbed his eyes.

"You're up early," Jungkook spoke as he stood by the door of his room. Walking in and shutting the door, Jungkook walked over to the bed. "My personal human pillow left and I couldn't sleep anymore," Taehyung said while yawning. With a chuckle, Jungkook sat on the bed and brushed Taehyung's hair back. After the whole thing last night... Jungkook felt unsure. Not about Taehyung... god it was clear he wasn't unsure of Taehyung. Though he was unsure about everything else. If he did- When he does kill the hunters, what then? Of course, he would still have to keep Taehyung safe but... what then?

So when Taehyung was out like a light, Jungkook left the bed middle of the night and went outside for fresh air but as he did so, he found Namjoon on the rooftop. Simply just sitting there while blanking out on the trees. So Jungkook joined him and when Namjoon panicked, he knew Namjoon had something on his mind since he didn't notice Jungkook. "Why are you out here?" Namjoon asked Jungkook who scoffed. "I could ask you the same question." He laid back.

Namjoon watched Jungkook lay back before he looked forward again and blanked out. His thoughts were a mess right now and he wasn't sure how to form a sentence but when he did, Jungkook was ready to listen. "... You like Taehyung, don't you?" Namjoon asked which had Jungkook confused but nonetheless he answered with a simple, "Yeah, I like Taehyung," Jungkook admitted for the first time to Namjoon and himself. Clearly no need to hide it now.

Namjoon nodded at that since he expected it. Well- he didn't expect Jungkook to just openly admit it right away but he guessed that was what people did when they liked somebody right? "I met somebody," Namjoon told Jungkook without another thought. This shocked the freaking hell out of Jungkook because well... for all the years Jungkook has known Namjoon... Namjoon never ever had any interest in anyone. Or well, okay maybe he did but Namjoon never actually did something about it... then it kind of hit Jungkook. "Joon... who did you meet?"

Namjoon was quiet as he looked forward. Namjoon clearly didn't talk about his feelings a lot but Jungkook was the easiest to talk to right now. Eventually, it would come out, right? "... I didn't want to look for him," Namjoon told Jungkook who started to sit up. "I... I told myself I wasn't going to involve myself with him and... and I did and I loved every second with him." Namjoon said. Now Jungkook had a feeling about who Namjoon meant. With the face of guilt, he knew.

"You found Jimin," Jungkook spoke after Namjoon who then looked at Namjoon with a blank expression before he nodded. Starting from way back... Namjoon had a little thing for Jinsu. At first, Jungkook introduced Namjoon and Jinsu before Hoseok was introduced. They bonded but clearly not as much as Hoseok and Jinsu did. Since Namjoon respected the two, he left his feeling one-sided but it didn't stop Jungkook from finding out. It was quite obvious when Namjoon had an interest in someone but in his case, Namjoon only liked Jinsu.

Well... until Jimin came along it seemed. "But I messed up," Namjoon added on. "I was feeding today. I wasn't- I wasn't going to kill them I just wanted blood. I need blood from the vein but he... he came out of nowhere and I thought he was a random but.." Namjoon's face went blank as he remembered the scared expression on Jimin's face. "... Namjoon, what did you do?" Jungkook asked Namjoon slowly and Namjoon gulped. "I slammed him against the brick wall... and I was still in my you know, killer mindset that I almost bit him but he yelled my name..."

Namjoon held his head. "I erased his memory but the look... the look he gave me." Namjoon couldn't get over how Jimin looked. He was horrified of Namjoon and he... he horrified himself even more. Jungkook got that feeling though. He's been there and it's hard to erase that memory of how someone you like or love looks at you like you're a monster. Technically in their own eyes, they are but still, it hurt like a bitch. "And Hoseok-" Namjoon suddenly added on.

With a dragged sigh, Namjoon pulled at his hair. "I can't do that to Hoseok. He and Jinsu were-" Jungkook stopped Namjoon from talking. "You're right Namjoon. He and Jinsu were a thing. They were perfect for each other I won't lie to you but... Jimin is not Jinsu. Believe me... it took me some time to realize that with Taehyung. They're two different people and if Jimin likes you, then that's that. Hoseok... he loves Jinsu and I know for a fact he'll always love Jinsu. Even if there is a lookalike out there... Hoseok would have gone find him don't you think?"

Namjoon agreed. Hoseok would have but still... he still felt very bad for keeping this from Hoseok. It was like he was sneaking around to see Jimin but after today he... he couldn't sneak to see Jimin anymore. "I'm guessing something happened between you and Taehyung? Just days ago you told us-" Namjoon stopped when Jungkook interrupted him. Jungkook was never like this before which made Namjoon smile. Taehyung really was changing Jungkook but in a good way.

"He's different than Taesoo. Way more different and I'm sure you noticed that." Jungkook laid back down and so did Namjoon. The two were looking at the sky. The perk of living away from the city was being able to see the stars. Not a lot but they were still there. "At first I didn't like it. Taehyung seriously wasn't my cup of tea but something changed. The more I hung out with him, the more I got to know Taehyung... and eventually, I just couldn't stop smiling whenever he was around." Jungkook admitted.

Namjoon looked at Jungkook just to see how Jungkook looked while explaining how Taehyung made him feel. "With Taesoo I was in love. I know I was but... realizing it now, I wasn't as happy as I am with Taehyung and that's saying a lot because I know I was happy but just not as happy as I am now." Jungkook dragged his tongue over his top teeth. "Taesoo was scared of the real me so I tried my best to be human. I tried my best to keep my secret away from him and even when he found out he couldn't love me the same." Jungkook gulped.

"But Taehyung..." Jungkook found himself smiling yet again, "He found out in a week. A week of knowing me and he found out... and you know what he said when I told him I could erase everything he found out?" Jungkook looked at Namjoon who hummed with a small smile. "He said he would just figure it all out again. When he realized what I was... he didn't run. He trusted me Namjoon and... I think that was the first time I saw Taehyung as... Taehyung." Jungkook looked back at the sky and laughed a bit.

"I just realized something," Jungkook said out loud to Namjoon who became curious. "And what did you realize?" Namjoon asked. "...Taesoo gave my life meaning," Jungkook said slowly. Remembering how he was able to get out of that mindset of being alone. Where he wanted to leave the world and give up. Wanting to give up on himself after doing all those bad things he wishes oh so badly he could take back. "He got me out of the darkest place I was ever in."

And Jungkook would forever be thankful for Taesoo but... things changed. "But Taehyung." Jungkook smiled again once he mentioned Taehyung. The sudden image of Taehyung in his head popping up. "He makes my life worth living," Jungkook told Namjoon whose eyes widened. Did Jungkook really just? To someone who wasn't Taesoo? "I haven't noticed entirely until now but Taehyung makes me feel alive. He makes me feel like I don't have to hide what I am. That... that I can live to be myself and that makes me happy."

Namjoon sat up once he heard that. "He makes you happy," Namjoon said and Jungkook couldn't help but chuckle a bit as he nodded. "He makes me happy," Jungkook repeated. Then just as Namjoon was about to say something, he heard movement coming from Jungkook's room. "I think-" Namjoon spoke and Jungkook was already jumping down with no problem. "He's up." Namjoon finished and Jungkook was waving before he hurried inside to see Taehyung. "... I'm happy you're happy Jungkook," Namjoon said to himself as he laid back down with a smile.