Boy Meets Evil || kσσkv

𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚢 𝚎𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝

Jungkook left the room Namjoon was in after Seokjin stepped in. Getting Namjoon to calm down was harder than expected. Jungkook in his whole life never saw Namjoon as hurt as he was now. Namjoon was a mess and so was Jungkook but Jungkook knew how close Namjoon was to Hoseok even before Jungkook came into the picture. Living decades on decades with someone and now they were gone? Jungkook could barely control himself from breaking like Namjoon did but he managed since he wanted to help Namjoon.

Namjoon felt lost. He spent so many years with Hoseok. Growing with him, learning with him. Now Hoseok was gone and he was supposed to just keep living? Without Hoseok? It sounded impossible for Namjoon but at the same time this wasn't just an 'unexpected death'. Technically for Namjoon, it was but for Hoseok? It looked like he wanted this for a long time. It was understandable but god... Namjoon never thought he would lose Hoseok. Out of all the people he lost he never would have thought Hoseok would be one of them.

Even though he lost Hoseok, he still had Jungkook and that calmed him down once he realized that he wasn't alone. It helped a lot too that Seokjin played a role that Hoseok had? Kind of? It was like Seokjin had this part of Hoseok that Namjoon couldn't explain but either way, having Seokjin and Jungkook made Namjoon feel just a little bit better about the situation. As for Jungkook, the boy was in the bathroom looking down at the sink that had water flowing down the drain. His hands gripped the sink tighter with each second and it felt like he was going to explode.

So without thinking, Jungkook punched the mirror that shattered and broke. The leftover glass on Jungkook's hand sticking out as he slowly fell onto the floor. Holding his head, Jungkook shook his head over and over again before the tears started to fall. Jungkook doesn't remember the last time he cried but he couldn't help but cry now. Hoseok was gone? What the fuck? It was never supposed to be Hoseok. Jungkook couldn't help but blame himself for everything that was happening around him. If he just listened to Hoseok when he was a newbie he wouldn't be in this situation. If he didn't go on a killing spree it wouldn't be like this!

If Jungkook didn't start a damn war he would still have Hoseok! And... and that broke him. Feeling such emotion was sickening for Jungkook. The only time Jungkook remembered crying like this was when he was a kid. An eight-year-old kid who just lost his whole family.. that was the last time and it felt worse this time. All he wanted to do was feed, kill. God he just wanted to kill every single person in sight and that urge was strong as he stopped crying and it was because Jungkook was turning off his emotions... just about to break and turn to blood.

Until... Taehyung pushed the door open and found Jungkook on the floor. Hand bleeding from the glass still in his skin while also holding his head in a cradle-like position but sitting up against the wall. Slowly, Taehyung approached Jungkook and got on his knees in front of Jungkook who looked up but his eyes were red both from changing his appearance and from crying. The veins pumping blood to his eyes shown but that didn't scare Taehyung as he looked at Jungkook with nothing but a saddened smile.

Jungkook could only stare at Taehyung as he tried not to feel the emotions shooting through him. He didn't want to hear what Taehyung had to say because he knew if Taehyung said something then he would have no choice but to accept these emotions and to feel. Though Jungkook didn't want to feel... he wanted to kill and that was the problem. "I can't." Jungkook finally spoke out while shaking his head lightly, "I don't want to feel this Ta-Tae. I.. I want to... I want to kill every single person in this household and run away." Jungkook admitted with his eyes still red as ever.

"I want to drink from the vein for days on days until I can't feel anything anymore. I just..." Jungkook stopped his talking once he felt Taehyung's hand on his cheek. His thumb caressing his cheek before Taehyung nodded, "Then what will you do after Jungkook? After you can't feel anything and you got what you wanted, what then?" Taehyung asked Jungkook who reminded himself of his own words. What then? After he kills all these innocent people? What then? Another war? Another decade of him running? He promised Hoseok he wouldn't.