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Blue .

I can't believe he just fought me over some broad that we both was fucking , like dude get over yourself you was played . we were Both being played .

I went home to take a shower because he decided that it was ok to just punch a nigga squared dead in the face . I mean I kind of deserved it . I was talking about someone who is deceased .

I walked into my condo to see shayla sitting on my couch just staring at the floor . I love my sister and all but she got a couple lose screws in that little head of hers .

I remember when we're she would like literally sit in a corner and talk herself and I would be like wtf. My parent even got her evaluated and they couldn't even diagnose her because they didn't figure out what exactly what was wrong with her .

She has a good way of hiding what feeling and over the years she actually had gotten better .

"shayla " I whispered as I slightly tapped her arm . she sat there stiff still looking at the floor . I felt her pulse and she didn't have one .

I picked her up and rushed to the nearest hospital. I couldn't let her die on me she's the ply person I got left . my parent died when I was eighteen and we lived with my grandma till she got sick and died , so basically she's all I got right now .

I got there in 10 minutes and they instantly took to the operating room . I hate hospitals with a passion it seem like a place with death written all it . my parent died here and my grandma I just hope and pray that sister doesn't either .

I've done went got me something to eat and smoked 2 blunts and they still not done . I'm starting to lose hope and give up all together .

I know I've done some messed up shit but that because well I don't know maybe out of anger . I .. i just don't know .

This shit is stressful as hell . I think after this last job I gotta handle real quick I think I'm going to leave the game for good .

It just isn't for me any more . I did it to only get me and my lil sis by and since me being like her guardian and older brother I had to do what had to be done .

"Family of shayla Nelson " a doctor said while walking into the waiting room .

"Me sir " I told him while standing up and walking up to him .

"And how are you related to the patient " He said

"I'm her older brother sir " I said .

"Oh ok well I hate to tell you this but shayla died during surgery we did everything we could do but it was to late " he said with a hint of sympathy in his voice .

I could cry, scream , yell or nothing I was numb to this . Just simply nodded and walked out of the hospital

I called Rico ." aye man we need to get this over and done with " I told him

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" Ight talk to you later " I tapped the red button on my phone and threw it in the passenger seat of my car .

My life is completely in shambles right now. I'm alone no family , no friends, no nothing .

I should of known nothing in my life goes right and today proves my point AGAIN for the third time .

I just don't know what to do anymore .

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