do not let people say that it does not get better . don't let people tell you that it's not okay to kill your sadness . do not let people tell you that you have to be in a relationship to be happy . do not let people tell you you're selfish because you put yourself first . do not let any mother fucker tell you that you are not worth his time . you are not crazy & you are not to much . you are so much more than a body , you have galaxies growing in your head & you are not just a person . you're mind is beautiful . fall for the boy that tries to know your favorite memory over the color of your underwear . you are the sun & the stars & the lakes & anything beautiful . you have the world to offer & one day a boy will take it & forget why he ever wanted to be with a simple girl . you will find a guy that knows you don't see him hoping for forever when he looks at you & he will accept that . && if for some reason you do not find that guy , do not spend forever waiting on a boy that can't see the beauty in you , baby girl listen to me , it does not matter how many times he said he would stick around . he will change his mind & you will not understand , do not let it ruin you do not spend your life questioning every boy that walks in it . delete his messages . because you will read over all the "I love yous" && the "forevers" until you can't breath . he said that then but he's a different person that he was . you were beautiful long before he told you that you were & you will be long after . you have scars in all the places boys want to kiss & you have death in your head . that does not make you any less of a person . you are still the same amazing person you were before you had those thoughts & I promise they will fade . do not deny yourself the pleasure of loving yourself it does not make you vane or sled absorbed . I will always care so deeply for you . & I will never judge you for the mistakes you've made . I know that you look for attention in all the wrong places , I know that you are looking for a way out . you are still my whole world . you are the universe wrapped in a person . I will love you when I'm hurting & I will love you when I'm happy . I will love you when you hurt me & I will never truly leave . you have a hugs place in my heart & you are a blessing . I want you to understand that you can mess up . I will forgive you & it will get better . I am so sorry for the words I sent you . I am so sorry . no matter what you deserve more than that . remember to never let the world steal who you are or ruin your kindness . just because others are cruel does not mean you have to be . don't let them ruin you . you do not deserve to be sad or hate your life . you deserve so much more than that . && if other people cannot see that then cut them out of your life . we don't have much time to breath . don't waste it on toxic people . they don't need to be a part of your life & you don't have to tell them why or explain yourself . you don't owe anyone anything . but you do owe yourself a chance to be happy . && anytime you are sad I want you to read this over & over & remember that no matter the situation I still mean every word .
