Ever since you left [h.s]

EPILOGUE

Harry's POV

Today marks 10 years since Kai passed away.
I am 65 ears old

Darcy, London, daisy and Emerson have all started their own lives. Darcy and London have blessed me with grandchildren, Darcy named her first born daughter Kai, and London named her daughter Anne after my mum who sadly passed when the kids were young

To say the death of my wife broke all of our hearts is an understatement. It shattered us all to the point where we all gave up.

Kai always struggled with depression and anxiety, and there were moments I truly believed I had lost my wife to depression, but it was simply old age. I'm at peace knowing at any moment I will pass, because then I'll be with my love. On the other hand I'm glad I have not passed because I would like to see Emerson and Daisy have kids.

This world never deserved kai, she was way to good for the evil things that occur everyday.

I always think about the what if's'

What if she killed herself.
What if we never got married.
What if my parents never moved to Hawaii.

None of those would ever have happened. I wouldn't have met the love of my life and I wouldn't have had the most amazing kids and grandkids.

So here I sit on the porch we spent many night and mornings on, feeling free and feeling ready.

At any moment my love I'm all yours,

But I don't think I'm ready, not just yet I know for a fact you want me to watch our kids lives unfold.

So I'm sorry love I guess I'll just have to keep you waiting.

I truly meant it when I said ' I choose you, again and again at the start and at the finish of every day'

It will always be you.

My love
My angel
My sunshine

Yours always
H.