Ever since you left [h.s]

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Kai's POV
As I woke up I looked beside me to see Harry still sound asleep. Holy shit did we have sex I ask myself.
I get out of bed trying not to wake Harry, I enter the bathroom and start the shower. As I wait for the shower to warm up I stare at myself in disgust as I had just cheated on my boyfriend.

After showering I throw my hair up in a messy bun to let it dry and I quietly make my way to the kitchen making sure not to wake the sleeping Harry.

As I enter the kitchen I pull out the pancake mix and chocolate chips and start making pancakes.

"Morning" Harry says in his deep morning voice

"Morning Harry" I respond quickly trying to not make anything more awkward

"Did we?" I ask

"I think we did" he responds sitting down at the island out his head in his hands

"Oh god. This was a mistake it never should've happened" as I say that I see the hurt that was in Harry's eyes but he quickly covered it up

"Yea it never should have happened" he replies

"Harry no I didn't mean it like that"

"it's fine Kai" he said cutting me off and getting up
"I should probably get going" he quickly added.

Before I could say anything he had gone into the bedroom and got his clothes from the previous night back on

"Goodbye Kai" he said to me before closing the front door behind him not letting me say anything in return

"I just cheated on my boyfriend with the father of my baby" I said to myself with shame.

Out of anger I picked up the empty flower vase and threw it across the floor. I leaned up against the wall and slid down in putting me head in my hands and crying.

After a while of crying I had been inspired to create a song and that's what I did

Lyrics (this song is consequences by Camilla cabello)

Dirty tissues, trust issues
Glasses on the sink, they didn't fix you
Lonely pillows in a strangers bed
Little voices in my head
Secret keeping, stop the bleeding
Lost a little weight because I wasn't eating
All the songs that I can't listen to, to tell the truth

Loving you was young, and wild, and free
Loving you was cool, and hot, and sweet
Loving you was sunshine, safe and sound
A steady place to let down my defenses
But loving you had consequences

Hesitation, awkward conversation
Running on low expectation
Every siren that I was ignoring
I'm payin' for it

Loving you was young, and wild, and free
Loving you was cool, and hot, and sweet
Loving you was sunshine, safe and sound
A steady place to let down my defenses
But loving you had consequences

No, ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Said, ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Hey, no ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

Loving you was dumb, dark and cheap
Loving you will still take shots at me
Found loving you was sunshine, but then it poured
And I lost so much more than my senses
'Cause loving you had consequences

Loving you

It all flowed out I had thought writing a song would have been harder but it wasn't. I guess when something goes wrong most people take inspiration from that and use it creatively

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My first single is out. I never thought I would put music out but I did and I couldn't love the song more. Go stream on all platforms.

Comments
Justinmurphy; this is amazing babe. Miss you
Arianaletterman: omg this is awesome. Love you mamas
Kendalljenner: good job sounds amazing
Zaynmalik: I knew you could sing well but this is perfect
Liampayne: good job Kai. Love you
Harrystyles: who's this about
User1: is this about Harry
User2: slut
User3: ^ unnecessary
User4: y'all pay attention to the lyrics
User5: she sounds like she's really hurt 
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User6: @user5 she liked your comment. Guys she's not ok
User7: people commenting rude this doesn't help her as well
User8: were here for you bbg
^kaiwilson: thank you bb