TW: self hate, blood TwT
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"Atsushi!"
As horror ran across dazai while looking at the helpless small male covered in blood, lying on the floor and he paused and mumbled "h-huh? Rose petals?.." After looking at the scene, he remembered when he had seen atsushi's phone and how atsushi searched about flowers.
He wasn't sure if that was part of what was going on but he shrugged it off and ran to him trying to wake him up "Atsushi! Atsushi wake up!" There was no response. Dazai hugged atsushi hoping he would wake up 'I really am useless aren't I..... I never wanted to see anyone die on my arms again...so why?...why is it the people I care most leave me...' he thought to himself, So many thoughts were going on in his head, he just didn't know what to do...but just sat there holding atsushi, lost in mind.
<><>Next morning<><>
>Atsushi's POV<
The moment I woke up I realized I was in the bathroom still but laying on something. I turned to see that I was laying on...dazai-san?! I feel really bad because he looked like he was crying all night.
I decieded to get up but as I got up my head started throbbing in pain. All I could do is cover my mouth and suck up the pain so I don't wake him up.
As I went to the kitchen to pour a glass of water for my throat but then I suddenly fell, with my knees on the ground but my arm was on the sink border. I started feeling something in my lungs...it hurts...I can't breathe...I started coughing again, I covered my mouth with my hand after awhile I moved my hand, I noticed red liquid on my hand
"More blood...great.."
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Published: 4/23/2021
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Hanahaki Disease {AU} (Dazatsu)
FanfictionAtsushi was a victim that caught the hanahaki disease and suffered for quite awhile and doesn't know how long when it's gonna end. Will he suffer like this until he dies? Will dazai feel the same way atsushi does before its to late?
