My best friends brother {Vinnie Hacker}

"I hate leaving you"

JULY 14,2019
It was Vins Birthday and also a day before he left. It was all going by to fast. I spent everyday at Vinnie's house that week.
I was laying down with Vinnie and he had his head on my chest. "So al what did you get me for my birthday." Vinnie said playfully. "I cant tell you that just yet." I laughed. "Hey Allie are you gonna give me a kiss goodbye?" Vinnie asked he almost seemed sad. "Well of course why wouldn't I Vin?" I said. "In front of my family? In front of Reggie? I think he has a little thing for you." Vinnie laughed. "No no your making stuff up, and I don't care if they see me kiss you. I'm gonna regret it if I don't." I laughed.
We celebrated and then later that night Vinnie took me for a drive. "Vin where exactly are you taking me?" I asked. "To a mountain to push you off. I'm just kidding. I just wanna be alone with you." Vinnie joked. He brought me to a mountain with a big grass field that viewed the whole entire city of Seattle.
I sat down next to him and held his hand. "Your really leaving tomorrow. I cant believe it." I said. "You'll see me soon. I cant wait honestly." He said happily. As long as he was happy I was. We sat there staring at he city well he was. I was staring at his. He looked back at me and pulled me into a kiss. This time it didn't end. He didn't pull away neither did I. He pulled off my shirt and I pulled off his. Stuff got heated. I never thought this would happen. "Are you a virgin?" Vinnie asked me. "Yea." I said embarrassed. "Not for long." He said laughing.
Now that was the best night of my life.
The next day came in what felt like seconds. I hated every moment of it I drove Vinnie to the airport with his family in the car behind us. He grabbed his suitcases and grabbed my hand. I didn't want him to go but I walked into the airport with him and his family. I sat with him at this gate until a few minutes before boarding. Him and his family said their goodbyes. They all cried. It was very hard to watch. Then they left Vinnie and I alone. "I cant believe this is happening. The day is finally here. What am I gonna do with out you Allie." Vinnie said with tears filling his eyes. I grabbed his hands and we both started to cry, "Vinnie I just want you to be happy. I'll go see you all the time ok. I promise." I said trying to be strong for him. He collapsed into my chest balling his eyes out. "I hate leaving you. I love you." He said rubbing his eyes. "I love you more. You have to go now Vin I'll see you." I said smiling.
I felt my stomach drop it was actually real. He was leaving I hated this feeling. I hated this day.