Yellow Roses (Joseph x Aesop)

Torn apart!

A/N: IM SO SO SO SORRY FOR THE WAIT ON THIS CHAPTER PLS FORGIVE ME >///<   

Anyways omfg has anyone seen the leaks of the new surv??? I'm in love w her. she is my wife now, she doesn't know it yet but she is :DDD I'm so getting her when she is released in game!

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Aesop's POV: 

"Hey... good morning!" I was tired and my eyes were half closed but I could make the faint outline of a person in the corner of my room. "How do you feel...?"

"Hmmm..." I hummed to myself, my head hurt and my chest was aching.

"Aesop..." 

"What..." I mumbled under my breath, squeezing my eyes shut, trying to sleep more

"How do you feel..." I ignored the question and rolled onto my side sighing. "Please Aesop, you really scared me yesterday..."

I turned over and opened my eyes, noticing Martha sat on the edge of my bed.

"Oh... I almost forgot about that...." I sat up and hung my head, looking down.

"Aesop please look at me...."

I didn't want to look at Martha, I didn't want to speak to her right now, Its all too much ill just break down crying and that wont solve anything.

"Please Aesop..." She leaned over to me and squeezed my hand, comfortingly "I want to help..."

"No..." Martha just shook her head at my statement and I looked up at her "You wouldn't understand..."

"Aesop I want to try and help... please just tell me why you did that, are you okay...."

"Are you okay... seriously! I'm sat on my bed after just trying to kill myself and you ask me if I'm okay!" I sneered "What do you think Martha! Huh?"

Martha sat staring at me wide eyed and I just looked back down into my lap and sighed.

"Look I'm sorry okay... but Martha, you called me a traitor! I thought you hated me! And then when I tried to get rid of all this fucking pain YOU are the one to stop me..." 

It went silent for a while, until Martha eventually spoke up...

"I'm so sorry Aesop... what I did and said to you was horrible and I was such an awful person..." Martha looked up at me, tears of guilt filling in her eyes "I saw you on that balcony and everything just hit me, I couldn't let you die... we are all in this together and you shouldn't leave a teammate behind... not ever... I know its not an excuse but please I want to help..."

I couldn't take it anymore, I don't care what Martha did in the past, she was the one with me now and I was thankful for that...

Tears where pouring from both of our eyes as she pulled me into a hug.

"I miss him so much..." I sobbed on her shoulder and Martha gently put her hand in my hair "I don't understand why we cant be together... I don't understand... I don't understand... I don't understand..."

"I sorry Aesop, I'm sorry... you must be in so much pain..." I stayed silent and just held onto Martha, never wanting to let go...  "Everything will be okay in the end... I promise..."

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Joseph's POV: