Yellow Roses (Joseph x Aesop)

trying again 3

A/N: Hey hey it was my birthday the other day :D (May 26th) So now I'm 15 :000 How does it feel to be reading a fanfic wrote by a 15 year old lol. Anyways have you all had something to eat and drink today ilysm <3 enjoy the chapter!

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Joseph's POV:

"Oi! man you up yet?" Luchino kicked open my door and smirked at me

"Have you ever heard of knocking golly gosh!" I was in-fact dressed and awake this morning! I haven't been able to sleep properly for the last few days so I'm normally awake very early now...

"Sorry bro- anyways Tonio said he needed to speak to you!" Luchino finger gunned me and then left, without shutting my door might i add. 

"Its Antonio... and thanks-" I mumbled as he walked away. 

I wonder why Antonio wants to speak to me- eh he's my friend, friends talk i shouldn't think about it too much. I've got more important 'thinking' to do.... thinking about Aesop...

Its been a few weeks now that Aesop has been ignoring me and avoiding me... I try my hardest to get him to talk to me or try to apologise for whatever I've done but it's like i don't exist to him anymore- I don't want him to ignore me- i miss him- maybe i should've just told him i had feelings for him while i still had the chance...

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Quick time skip <3

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"Hey Antonio you in there?" I knocked on Antonio's bedroom door and stood patiently outside, waiting for a reply

"Yeah! Come in!" Called a voice from behind the door

Antonio was stood, facing his mirror, tying up his hair into a ponytail.

(A/N: Ok I'm sorry for interrupting but can we please just imagine Antonio with a ponytail like omg i cant- he's too fine of a man. )

"Luchino said you wanted to speak to me about something?" I stepped into his room and sat on his bed. 

"Ah yes yes!" Antonio pulled his desk chair over, so it was oppositely facing me, and sat down. He began to speak to me about violins first, and about how Michiko has been running around and acting off lately.

"I agree, she isn't her usual self... Mary seems fine though?" I replied to his conversation

"Also- you've been acting a little off too..." Antonio looked into my eyes, concerned, but with the same friendly smile stretching across his face. "You know you can tell me anything right? talk to me anytime- we're best friends... Joseph I'll always be here for you if you need me..."

"Hm what do you mean, I'm fine?" To be honest i wasn't fine- but i wasn't necessarily 'bad' either... I didn't know how i felt- just confused..."

"Jose... I know there is something up- please tell me! I want to help..." 

I wanted to tell Antonio about how I have feelings for Aesop and how he's ignoring me even though we where friends... but then i remembered what he said....

 'Look Jose- please... just move on with your life... it'll just end up with you getting hurt again... and as your friend I don't want to see you in that state...'

'Look Jose- Let him go...'

I cant let him go...

"You wouldn't understand..." I mumbled before getting up to leave