deleted discord and I'm probably never gonna open it again
it stresses me out. makes me feel like I have to please everyone. makes me feel like I have to agree with everything. strips me of individuality.
my best friend is gone
she was fine a day ago
she was fine yesterday
it's like I'm waiting for her to message the group chat and say just kidding, did I get you guys?
I'm never gonna see her at school again
I'm never gonna see anything she loved the same again
not anime, not kpop, not us
the next time i see her, it'll be when she's dressed in her best clothes in a casket.
