Hate How Much I Love You (JinLia)

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Lia's POV

"You ready for your performance tonight, Honey?" My mom asked and I nodded... looking thorough the mirror

Can I still confess, right? Is it too late?... Will it be ok?

Ryujin's POV

Walking through the crowd seeing Heejin backstage with someone named Hyunjin. As I heard they will perform together... "They look good with each other" I thought and smiled weakly.

Heejin made an eye contact with me before they got on stage. I gave her a smiled and a nod signaling her to do great.

The music started playing... I also heard that the two compose the music too. I'm proud for Heejin

A/N: Just imagine 2jin wrote I'll be there 😊

After her performance, I was carrying Heejin's "cheering" staff since her other friend is gonna perform as well, while I handed it things to her than patted her head, I saw someone not that far looking at us but eventually disappeared. Bit weird but nothing suspicious

Heejin's friend named GoWon just started performing and it was a good song to be honest maybe it will stuck on my head for a while. She went down the stage then I saw the one broke my heart into shards, it's painful to look at her for too long.

"Ladies and Gentlemen! We have Choi Jisu for the last performance tonight!" I just looked down while everyone cheered

"This song is actually one of my favorite songs these days... and I wanna perform this to..." she glanced at me then to the crowd "everyone tonight!" She added while I was just staring at her

She was so beautiful but it hurts so much at the same time...

Heejin's POV

I saw Lia looking at Ryujin who is just staring at her while she was performing

"Ryu? are you okay?" I asked but she didn't heard it so I tapped on her shoulder

"Oh umm, yes Heekkie?"

"I asked if your okay" I said

"Oh uh, Yeah I'm good!" I just flash a smile and she focused on stage again

She still love her... which it make my heart drop

After the concert we head out to a carnival nearby the city and we were just having fun but Ryujin was just looking down.

I just realized, I think a week ago... She just force herself to get back to me even though she still have feelings for Lia... I do love Ryujin but it feels it like our relationship won't work as the time goes.

And I'm already letting her go...

Nobody's POV

Heejin and Ryujin got tired and decided to leave and go home when Heejin faced her when they got to the exit.

"Hey Ryu?" Heejin spoke

"Yeah?" Ryujin looking confuse

"I'm just gonna go to the point" Heejin take a deep breath and sigh "I think it's the best that we should... not continue this kind of relationship"

Ryujin was shock at what Heejin said at the same time it kinda feel right

"It's just your heart wants someone, needs someone" Heejin continued "that you really love, and I'm not forcing you to love me"

Ryujin was speechless for a moment and thought Heejin was right...

"I'm already fine with being a friend for you... I do love you Ryujin... but time changed now and we know we already have a history with one another"

Ryujin feel tears came out of her eyes and just listening to Heejin's words... After hearing those words Ryujin stared at Heejin for seconds and just hugged so tightly

"I will still be there for you Ryu, no matter what happens" Heejin said and they let go of the hug

"Now... You need to get going" Heejin said "She's gonna go back to Canada in a few hours... Tell her that you still love her and don't lose hope"

Ryujin smiled and ran of to find Lia. As Ryujin left, Heejin smiled and looks at her phone.

*She's already going* Heejin texted someone

Its already getting late but Ryujin still runs anywhere they spend time together... She just lose hope even though she going to the park where they used go where they spy on YuChae. And As she expected no one was there so she just sat down on a bench near the swings.

Ryujin started crying and yell as she can
"CHOI JISU!... I'M STILL IN LOVE WITH YOU!!"

"I know"

*unedited*
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Hi!! Againn my readers! I missed u guys so much... All I can say is that this is the second to the last chapter of the story since I want to finish this so badly... I hope you still like this story even tho its kinda boring 😭 Thanks for reading guys! 🥺