Hate How Much I Love You (JinLia)

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CHAERYEONG'S POV

"I'm worried about Ryujin" I said while packing my stuff

"I'm sure she's okay, unnie" Yuna said "By the way unnie, I think I can feel like Lia unnie knows something"

"What do you mean by that?"

"I don't know I'm just getting a weird vibe out of nowhere... Are you done packing unnie?"

"I'm.. done" I said then stood up and went to her. I sat down beside her then lean my head to her shoulder

"I was wondering..." I said

"Hmm?"

"What if... we don't get ended up together in the future, Yu?"

"I'm sure we will, if not there's always a way" She said I can feel her glance at me which I looked up to her as well... We made an eye contact for a few seconds, I smiled then Yuna cupped my cheeks and slowly leaned against my face... I close my eyes waiting for it to happen.

"HOLY JISOOS FRIES! YUNA YOU'RE STILL A BABY!" I looked at the door to see Yeji... Sh*t this is embarrassing.. I immediately backed away they sat up straight

"U-unnie, I-it's n-not what it looks like" Yuna said

I can feel my cheeks are burning right now

"Chae?" I looked at Yeji

"She's a keeper" she said then wink "also take care of her... she's a baby"

"Unnie, get out of here!" Yuna said while pushing Yeji  through the door

"Fork, this is embarrassing" She said

I looked at her then giggled

"You know what, Yeji unnie was right... you're still a baby" I said smiling

"Yah unnie!" I laughed then ran passed her through the door

"Beware of Shin Nayu, unnie!" She shouted

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The four girls drove back to the city to check Ryujin if she's there. They went to her house and wait till she comes back.

"Are you sure that she's here, unnie?" Chaeryeong asked

"I'm really sure she went for a stroll and be back a minute" Yeji said then checked her

"We've been waiting for like a 5 hours already, unnie" Yuna said "my legs hurt"

Lia looked around the houses to check if she's walking towards them but none.

"We should look around instead of waiting here... I have a feeling she's in the park" Lia said

HEEJIN'S POV

"Please?" She said and I sigh then nodded

"There's a cafe nearby, lets go there" I said while smiling weakly

We went inside of the cafe and took a seat by the window. She stared at me while I was drinking my latte.

"About the past thing, is it true?" She asked then I lowered my head then nodded slowly

"Why didn't you tell me in the first place? Is it because of someone? something?"

I kept silent for a moment. I don't want to tell her... I know this is the chance but I don't want to ruin her new life. I heard my phone buzzed then looked who texted me... It was Hyunjin

I ignored it then looked at Ryujin. I sigh then forced a smile

"Ryujin?" I said then slowly stood up "if you're willing to know more about the past you should ask your bestfriend"

"Yeji? She knows?"

"But I'm telling you I didn't mean to do it before" I said then leave

The moment I left the table, I can feel my heart broke into pieces... I was standing at the entrance door of the cafe then let my tears drop...

HYUNJIN'S POV

Why isn't she replying? Hmm? Should I stroll around by myself? Well it's kinda boring so yeah

"Mom, I'm heading out for a while" I said

"Okay sweetie, be home safe"

I grabbed my jacket then head to the park... It was already night time so there's a few people left. I was passing by the playground when I saw someone familiar seating in the swings. I went to the girl which I heard is crying. Of course I know who is she

"You shouldn't be here at this time, it's cold" I said

"But why are you doing here?" Heejin said but still frowning, I took a seat beside her.

"You know... I always see you crying" I said "And it bugs me why... you can tell me"

She looked at me with a blank face, I smiled at her to say I'm sincere for what I said. She sigh then broke the eye contact

"You don't even know" she said then smirk

"That's why I'm asking you" I said

"Well as you noticed I always spying on someone" I nodded "I was spying at my ex that have amnesia but I gave up because I knew she will never remember me"

I looked at her and she started sobbing

"She went to me earlier and ask if we have a relationship before... I was an idiot for leaving her alone just now"

"You should've tell her everything, accept the facts" I said "Besides... I bet someone is out there who likes you"

"If she is out there why isn't she told me"

I looked at her with a 'I'm sorry' face... Even though she has still feelings for her ex, I'm willing to wait for her until the end.

RYUJIN'S POV

When she left me alone I decided to go anywhere my feet leads me to. I put on my hoodie and my hands in my pockets.

"I really love Lia but... why?" I said to myself

"Ryu?" I looked up to see the four of them coming at me... She rejected me why did she even have the guts showed her face at me after that night. I ran away from them

"Ryujin! Wait!" Yeji shouted