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𝘼/𝙣: 𝙏𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙞𝙨 𝙋𝙖𝙧𝙩 3 𝙖𝙡𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙮? 𝙁𝙚𝙚𝙡𝙨 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙄 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙬𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙮𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙙𝙖𝙮 :)
𝘿𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙜𝙚𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙫𝙤𝙩𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩!

"𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝗰𝗮𝗻'𝘁 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝗮𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗺 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁."
𝗡𝗼, 𝗜 𝗰𝗮𝗻'𝘁. 𝗕𝘂𝘁 𝗜 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝘁𝗼.
"𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝗰𝗮𝗻'𝘁 𝗱𝗼 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝗵𝗲𝗿! 𝗣𝗹𝗲𝗮𝘀𝗲, 𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗺𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝗶𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗼𝗯𝘃𝗶𝗼𝘂𝘀." 𝗣𝗼𝗹𝗹𝘆 𝘀𝗮𝘆𝘀, 𝗮𝗹𝗺𝗼𝘀𝘁 𝗯𝗲𝗴𝗴𝗶𝗻𝗴.

𝘾𝙚𝙙𝙧𝙞𝙘'𝙨 𝙋𝙊𝙑
Another year. And it's already my fifth one. Another year full of magic, owls and weird creatures. And I'm bored of it.
It's not like I wouldn't like Hogwarts. I'm grateful. I know that I can be proud of myself and that I can be happy to have so many friends here, pass the tests and exams and don't have to worry.
But that's not enough for me.
I'll never be happy if I can't have everything I want. And that's ironic because everyone knows me as a person who's minimalistic and doesn't need a lot to be happy.

And I feel so bad about it. I'm going trough lifes like a wrecking ball. I leave them destroyed. And it's not enough in the end.
I'm fighting with two sides of myself.
And there's no end of the war in sight.

„Ced! It's your turn." „Hmh?" I look into Adrien's blue-green eyes. „Oh, yeah." I should stay concentrated. „I won." Polly puts the cards away. „What's going on inside your head?" she takes Adrien's hand and leans over the table. „I...Nothing." I shouldn't tell them. That's something I have to handle by myself. „Tell us." Adrien smiles and in this moment, we hear a knock on the door of our compartment. I look up, and Adrien sights. „What do you want?" the door opens, and four guys and one girl in green robes enter the compartment . The one with the platinum white hair is smirking. I could punch him in the face.

„Are you playing a Card Game? Cute." Draco licks his lips and focuses me with his eyes. „What do you want, Malfoy?" Adrien asks,for a second time , and Draco turns his head at my friend. „Oh. Nothing. We just wanted to ask how you guys are doing. Nevermind." he looks at me, again. „Oh, one thing, Diggory." I hate my last name. And he knows that. „Come on." he acts like a little child. „I heard you're gonna play the great winner again." Hmh? I raise one eyebrow. „What do you mean?" „Well, MY father talked to YOUR father." „And?" Shit. He made me curious, and I really want to know what my father told his father what I shouldn't know. „Hmh, should I tell you?" „You should fucking tell US, Malfoy!" Adrien raises his voice.

„Nah. I shouldn't." Draco smirks and turns around, leaving our compartment. „Such a..." I begin swearing, but Polly puts her hand on my arm. „He's just trying to make you nervous. It'll be fine, Ced. He's a liar." I hope so.

"Now, uhm...don't look. Just don't-" after a few minutes of silence, Adrien seems nervous. „Why not, what-" and for sure, I do look. I turn around, and in front of our compartment, there's y/n. And she's not alone.

Draco and his friends are still standing there. Draco. Just in front of y/n.

She looks up to him. And...did she blush? Her cheeks are red as hell.

He says a few words.
She nods, nervously.
He smirks.
He leaves.
She freezes.

„I said don't look!" Adrien harshly grabs my arm and makes me look at him.
„You can't stare at them like that."
No, I can't. But I have to.
„You can't do that to Cho. Please, don't make it That obvious." Polly says, almost begging.

„Is it that obvious?" both of my friends nod, ashamed.
Shit. „Please. Keep your feels in control, at least one time." Adrien looks at me like my Dad does sometimes. „Just...think about it." Polly tries to smile, but I can see what she's hiding underneath.

I can't even say anything. It's like- I'm so angry, either. „Yeah."

„Promise, Ced?" I sight. „Promise."

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