𝚃𝚘𝚛𝚗- Cedric x Reader x Draco

I can't live without you

𝙄 𝙣𝙚𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙘𝙝𝙤𝙤𝙨𝙚.
⚠️: Light smut

„I love you. I've always loved you." Cedric climbs on top of me, carefully brushing his thumb on my cheek. It's just us, the owls and the moon outside of the castle, in the middle of the night.

I'm blushing, and my skin is hot, I can't say anything, but lean up to him to kiss him.

„I love you too" I whisper, and our lips meet, finally. His lips are so soft and warm, We both melt into the kiss.
Suddenly, we are in his dorm.

I wrap my arms around his neck, and he grabs my waist, pulling me closer.

I moan into the kiss, his skin is so close to mine, it feels like there's a fire in between us, a tension that's never been there before.

He runs his hands trough my hair, I smirk against his lips.

𝙄 𝙬𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙪𝙥.

Drops of sweat are running down my forehead. What kind of dream was that?

I raise myself up.

I can't sleep like that. There's no other possibility, it was Cedric in my dream. And I can't even say it was a nightmare.
It felt surprisingly good.

I get out of my bed and grab a hoodie from the ground and, without even thinking about it, I leave my dorm, wanting to catch some fresh air.

The hallways are so quiet and peaceful. No one is here, I can't hear anything but my own steps, and some owls from the outside.

It must be around 2am. Everyone is sleeping. Should I go to the Slytherin dorms? Visit Draco?

Can I even talk to him after this dream? I feel so guilty. On the other hand, it's just my subconscious. It's probably trying to progress everything that happened the past few days.

In a weird way.

I make my way out of the castle, trough a window, and the cold hits my like a rock.
I should have taken a jacket or something like that with me.

But I can't go back now. It's too dangerous, and sneaking out in the middle of the night without a valid reason means at least Detention.

I wrap my arms around my waist, trying to keep myself warm, and start walking.

Dreams aren't telling the future. They are just your subconscious progressing everything that happened over the day, just emotions flying around.

But wouldn't that be even worse? My emotions want me to tell Cedric I love him? Wouldn't make me a cheater?

Anyways. I can't just tell him. „Hey, Ced, I had a weird sex dream about you, could we hook up now?" No, not after what happened today.

„You were a stupid mistake"

Probably I am.

I can hear breathing behind me. Close to me. Should I turn around? It could be Filch, or Snape, or even worse: Draco.

I couldn't talk to him right now.

„Who's there?" I whisper.
„Guess who."

It's Cedric. I turn around. „What Are you doing here?" I ask, shocked. Even in the dark, I can see his well structured face, the cheekbones, the lips.

„I could ask you the same thing."

I bite my lips. I'm still staring into his eyes, he looks exactly the same as in my dream, his face is close to mine, and the tension builds up.

„I don't really want to talk to you, Y/n." Cedric mumbles, but his fingers are already brushing over my hand.

There's no way to go back now.

Now, it's me who is doing the next step. I pull him closer, feel his breath on my lips. „No..." he whispers. His lips are meeting mine.

It doesn't feel like it did in my dream, it feels way better. Every cell in my body is feeling Cedric right now.

„I had a dream about you." I whisper, in between two kisses, looking him in the eyes.

„You don't know what you're doing to me..." he bites my lower lip. The kiss is very soft, not a lot of tongue is involved. It feels like Cedric tries to hold himself back.

It should be me who holds back.

„...you're so selfish, darling." he pulls me closer, his hands on my hips. Finally.

„I know." I smirk and wrap my arms around his neck, I don't care wether we get caught or not by now. It's just us.

„I have the key to the prefect's Bath." Cedric mumbles against my skin.

„I'd prefer your dorm." I mumble and I never thought I could be this brave. What the hell am I even doing here? No one will know.

„Such a shame I'm even letting you do this with me..." Cedric whispers while pulling me up to the window and sneaking into his dorm.

I lay a finger on his lips. „Sht. Do you think I know what I'm doing?" he smirks. „So- You finally understood that I'm way better? In every possible way?"

„Kinda." We're laying down in a cuddle- position, but I climb on top of him, carefully.

„Y/n I need you to promise me something." he takes my wrist and pushes it away from his abs.

„You will break up with him. I don't want to be in a love triangle and your object for pleasure everytime you want me to."

I look down on the sheets. Can I do this? „I...I can't." I let go of him.

„I don't want to be your side hoe, sorry. Come back when you made your decision." I can see how hard it is for him to tell me that, but I'm conclusion, he is the only one who stayed normal all the time.

He is the one who understood.

And I try to understand it, too. I have to choose.