My New Life

chapter 27

Kabir's point of view

I never thought something like that would happen to me. I can't face myself living there. My room, our house, the roads everything reminds me of him. when he was away, I missed him but was relieved that he will come and meet me but now he can't. I left my house and till now I just have one ques - Adi why did you do this? My new life given by him felt empty. Emotions, feelings he took away everything with him. I am just left with the time we spent together. Sometimes when i miss him so much it feels like let's end everything but then his smiling face makes me weak. He sacrificed his life so that I could survive. He sacrificed his dreams. The reason why i am doing this i don't know but i want to do everything i could to get some peace.

"Kabir your dad is here." My roommate said and i nodded to him.

"You have come here is there something important?"

"How are you?"

"Do you think dad i would be able to answer this question truthfully?"

"Well no I am not okay."

"There was more to that conversation but you left the other day."

"What is it?"

"Adi gave something to give it to you." He said but then paused "before that i want to say something. Kabir i am sorry, that time...that time I didn't knew what to do. Adi wanted to do this you were already there and doctor was also ready. I... I know it's difficult but please don't hate me."

"Do you really know how i feel dad? My best friend is dead. He was the one who gave me hope again now it's not worth it because i don't have him by my side. I took away his life. I regret coming into his life. Even i wasn't able to see him." I said

"But he saw you one last time Kabir. Before the surgery he came to meet you but you were not awake."

"He came? Dad when Adi came back from college?"

"He never told me when." He said

That day in the cake shop that person was it Adi? Maybe I had numerous chances but i didn't realised and even he imitated like me on calls and chat hiding everything. That video chat which he wanted to have was it his plan to see me? Adi left something for me....

"Dad what did he left?" i said.

Dad gave me the parcel and he left. I know that no one wants me to stress and if Adi would be here, he would have said not to blame myself for everything but i can't control every time i miss him that self-blame arises. I Sometimes wear his belongings so that i could feel he is with me. The most important belonging which he gave and left for me is his heart which every time comforts me that he is with me still not in person.

I miss you Adi and I will always do.

**The end**

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