疑妻症 : Othello syndrome delusional jealousy; A morbid suspicion about his wife's chastity.

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<疑妻症 : Othello syndrome delusional jealousy; A morbid suspicion about his wife's chastity.>

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What I saw, was dim dark space was filling the place. Can't see anything... That kind of place. When I was walking few steps, I heard a sobbing sound.
"Hhh.. Sob..."
When I walked closer to the place where I heard a sobbing sound, there was one fresh white wing on one side, and the other wing was dimmed black, the beautiful boy had those two different wings on him. He was crying as he was embracing his own wings.
"......"
I couldn't say anything. Because he was crying with a hold of his white and black wings as he was bleeding, has fallen on the floor. Looked weeping, lamentably, at me.
"Sob... I... haven't done anything wrong..."
"......"
"You.. You betrayed me..."
"......"
It was really dark in here, and suddenly felt chilly. And I was confused when I saw this boy with white and black wings, looked familiar. And who he was hugging, looked so much familiar.
"I will, die with you... I will... Wait little more, Jiyongah."
"...What?"
He looked back at me. With no feelings in the eyes.
"Who are you?"
"N, Nothing."
He was ChoiSeunghyun. He was crying, the wings looked miserable, and lost heart.
He came closer to me, with expressionless face.
"Do you even know where you came?"
"......"
"Did you see, what I was doing?"
"N, No, I didn't!"
"...... I should kill you, too."
He opened his wings beautifully, and aimed at me with his gun. I have to run away from here, but I don't know where to go, and I was trembling with fear.
How can ChoiSeunghyun kill me... That's... That's making me headache.
Bang-
"Ahh!!!!!"

......Fuck. It was dream.
A vivid dream.

"Jiyongah, what happened?!"
" Huff... Ha "
"Look at you, you're all sweaty. What's wrong?"
Wonder when we came in our efficiency aprtment, from the hotel we stayed. ChoiSeunghyun came to me with cup of water and asked me again.
"What kind of dream was it, why are you trmbling "
"......SeunghyunAh."
"Yeah?"
"You're not gonna kill me, right...?
"What the heck you saying!"
ChoiSeunghyun shook me as he grabbed my shoulders, and my brain felt numb just a moment. I told him as I held his hand, when he was still shaking me.
"Agh... I have a dull headache, stop."
"Eh...? Maybe, you...?"
He brought his hand on my forehead, and got his another hand on his own forehead. Then he was OMG-
"Heat, it's really bad."
"......"
Suddenly, reminded the time of yesterday. Maybe I got a cold when I was all wet with rain, when ChoiSeunghyun was with the girl.
Damn. I'm really regretting it right now. I can't even move well.
"......Sorry, JiyongAh."
"...Huh? What is?"
"You caught a cold because of me."
"...No, no..."
ChoiSeunghyun laid me down on the bed, and support jaw, asked me.
"What were you saying? Did you have a dream?"
"Yes..."
Actually, I forget dreams after I awake up, and didn't know any of the dream... But now, that was a vivid dream, because you shot at me, and I even felt the pain...
That's why, I'm really scared...
"What kind of dream was it...? Can you tell me...?"
".....It would be a shit if somebody tells the dream story before twelve o'clock. Nah, I won't, I won't."
"Yah! What the heck! Where did you hear those things from!"
"I heard it from my mom! Aigo, my head "
"Seriously, such a variant excuses."
"Humph. I'm gonna sleep."
I laughed playfully with effort, and when I turned around, I sighed.
Then. Seunghyun's hand stroking my back softly. As I felt really warm hand, I started to close my eyes eventually. Seunghyun's attractive low voice echoed around my ears.
"Jiyongah."
"Yeeah..."
"I love you."
"Me tooo..."
"Don't lie, I really love you so much."
......I love youu too..."
"I.. was actually worried about you... and was doubting you, and raped you... But"
"......"
My eyes started to close, and his low voice started to disappear slowly.
"I... Really love you... I won't do it anymore..."
"......"
"I love...Y..."
I won't have any nightmares because I heard his confession. If I have that nightmare again, then I will tell Seunghyun.
Will say, 'KwonJiyong is your lover.'