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<疑妻症 : Othello syndrome delusional jealousy; A morbid suspicion about his wife's chastity.>

'Whatever the 3 years or 4 years, I don't want you hang around me anymore. Go away now.'

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I was hugging LeeSeunghyun tight, and it was LeeSeunghyun removed first. After that, until we take off the bus, didn't say a thing, and was looking outside the window. Though I started to worry about LeeSeunghyun. I don't even know why he look so pitiful, but I just hate myself when it comes to this.
"LeeSeunghyun."
"......"
"Answer."
"Why..."
"You, did you want to make this shit of mood when we come to the trip?"
"No, that's not it... the trip starts when we get off the bus."
"So, you're going to sit awkwardly like this before we take off the bus?"
"......"
"If you called me first, don't you have to make me feel right?"
"......"
"If you kept crying like that, you said you won't cry if I hug you."
"...I'm not crying."
"Don't fucking relief of the lepers. I said I hate people who cries."
"So I'm trying not to cry, ok..."
"......"
And again, LeeSeunghyun and I kept the silence live. After one hour, we were around the Haeundae beach. Just like we can walk off for few steps to the beach from the bus, LeeSeunghyun talked to me with his sadness eyes.
"You didn't forget what i said before, right...? It's gonna be real trip starting after we take off the bus."
"......"
"And change your sympathy look."
"......"
"Right after we take down, I will hold my hand out with smile for you... and hyung have to accept my hand."
"Sigh... Seriously, LeeSeunghyun."
"So, I'm walking down now!?"
At the word, LeeSeunghyun took off the buss with his bag on his shoulders, and wiped off his slightly wet eyes with back of my hand when he eventually turned around for me, and I grinned for him.
"Jiyongie hyung!!!!!! The ocean smell is so nice!!! Here, hand!"
"Of course! Let's go! Let's play like crazy todayy!!"
"Yes, sir!!"
I walked out of bus as I held his hand he stuck his hand out for me. At the same time, the ocean scent stimulated my sense was it because of the ocean scent, it had been really long time to come to the ocean, I made LeeSeunghyun lead forward hurriedly.
"Yah, LeeSeunghyun, where do we need to go?"
"I already figured it out! Ovar There~ do you see there?"
I laughed at LeeSeunghyun saying it cutely, where LeeSeunghyun was pointing, there was a place that we'd been thinking. There was a wood stuck on sandy beach, with few trees made a shade for the place with a mat, two of lunch boxes were looking like they were waiting for the owner. After i saw, I made an incredible look at Seunghyun. I quickly took my pants off and went straight to the ocean. And hadn't felt the vibrating sound in the bag...


-ChoiSeunghyun's point of view.

"Shit. why isn't Jiyong answering my phone?"
I accepted him to play with his friend, and I was setting things in the cafe Noona lent for me. Had been playing piano, playing some acoustic guitar, had been read food recipe... With vase on white table, and had bought some flowers to stick in the vase.
Such a pretty flowers, reminded me KwonJiyong while, KwonJiyong is just like rose's sharp thorns. Then I started to call people who I know.

"DongWook hyung. You know today is the 3-year, right? Buy some presents and come to the cafe we always go to."

"Yeah, YoungbaeYah. Ah, it's been long time, right? Shut up, and come to the cafe you've had crush on noona in the middle school, with present! Aye, you know it's been three years with KwonJiyng, you little idiot- You don't want to see me, but only KwonJiyong!?"

"It's been long time, fella- Can you come to the BANG's cafe, Oh yeah. Okay~ If you can, buy one present. Why? Pff- KwonJiyong and I are 3 years now! Sure- Yep yep~"

"DaesungAh! Haha, your greeting gets no better- You know it's been really long time, so let's meet up. Yep, and come with a persent, you know BANG's cafe. yeah, there, with the intersection. Yes yes, there. Uh-huh, with present! Because it's been three years with Jiyongie!"

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"How come LeeSeunghyun doesn't even answer my phone. Quit it. He just ingores my phone at a time like this. Tsk tsk."
After I called my friends to invite, I started to set tables.
"Wow, ChoiSeunghyun- Seems like you love Jiyongie so much."
"Everybody knows that fact."
The noona who helped me to choose pretty rings and even had lent the cafe, said to me while she was rubbing her hand on her apron.
"How many people are coming that makes you set tables?"
"To sum up, it's about ten people, I only invited close friends."
"This like a party set."
"Yeah it is party. With my pretty Jiyongie, and just like wonderful ChoiSeunghyun having three-year event."
"......It was pretty romance stuff were so sweet, but why did you do such a thing to him before?"
"I was just immature that time."
"Idiot, it was just one month ago."
"Aah~ Shut up!! How did the food go!"
"I have to make some more food because of youu!!"
"......Noona, I will treat you something big."
"I'm not doing it, you do it!"
"I will buy anything you want."
"Masterpiece... bags too?"
"Of course."
At the word, the cafe's boss, Noona, ran in hurriedly and said she'll go to market, and left the cafe. Of course, girls don't do any matters just if it's masterpieces.
Then, handsomely tall guy came in with a present big as him. Right after I saw him, i was really glad to see him.
"DongWookie hyung!"
"Fella, Congratulation for three-year."
"Hehet! I think I can't get enough of it! If our Jiyongie deeply touched by this, and with tears~ Kyah!"
I put one apron around DookWook hyung with suit.
"What the heck is this, Seunghyun?"
"Just my nice hyung, I believe you'll help me with it. Please set tables with me."
"......I sensed it wasn't good to come early."
"Haha, did I say come early?"
dongWook hyung and I started to set table. The light blue sky made my mood good. Because I believe today, won't rain any soon. And I believe good day will come soon. Ah, I wonder if Jiyongie will be happy with this event.

-KwonJiyong's point of view.

Wonder how many hours we played in the beach, the sky was already dark. LeeSeunghyun and I went in the hotel we've set for today, and washed up. I waited in front of the hotel with new clothes on and a bag next to me.
"Today, the trip was really fun. Wasn't it?"
"Kyah~ Really pretty girls were overloaded, right?"
"Now, let's go home."
"Yup! Let's take a texi. There are some money left."
"Mm, should we?"
We ran through the freeway, away from the beach. while we were running the freeway, I felt something is empty, and felt filthy mind. By the way, I haven't checked my phone today all day long, and I started to take my phone to check. Just before 12 o'clock passes to for two hours to go, when I checked my phone. There was missed called [15] and messages [24]. Everything was ChoiSeunghyun, except two of calls were nothing I knew about. I started to read my messages one by one.

[KwonJiyong, you really not coming? Fuck it all. Me, it's really enough with you now.]
[KwonJiyong, where are you]
[How dare you to ignore my calls, seriously, where are you?]
[Come to BANG's cafe till 6.]

Every word ChoiSeunghyun said on the first message made a stab on my heart.

[My lovely JiyongAh! We are three-years now! Mmm, this Hyungah is preparing presents, while where are you and what are you doing, come home! Aigo- I bet you're playing with your friend so cheerfully, cuz you don't even answer my call. But don't make this oppa worry about you, and come home soon, okay?]

I didn't even know that ChoiSeunghyun was preparing an event for me, I was disappointing alone, hurting alone, crying alone, alone... to have fun...?
"Ahjussi!!!!!! How long do we have to go!?"
"what happen...?"
"Ahjussi, do you know where BANG' cafe is!?"
"Well... Wonder where?"
I'm sorry... I'm so sorry, SeunghyunAh... I didn't even know... Please, please I hope ChoiSeunghyun will be smiling while he waits for me in the BANG's cafe. I pray, I pray. Please, SeunghyunAh...
I called ChoiSeunghyun's phone many times, but he didn't answer. After few more, the one who answered the phone was-
-"KwonJiyong, It's really disappoint."
It was not ChoiSeunghyun, but DongYoungbae.

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