疑妻症 : Othello syndrome delusional jealousy; A morbid suspicion about his wife's chastity.

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<疑妻症 : Othello syndrome delusional jealousy; A morbid suspicion about his wife's chastity.>

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Wonder how many hours I cried, my voice didn't come out well. Seunghyun probably worried about me, he wiped my tears and told me attentively.
"Why are you crying, is there something wrong?"
I shook my head like a baby, and Seunghyun sighed, then stood up suddenly.
"JiyongAh, should we order Jajangmyeon?"
"......Jajangmyeon?"
"Yep, I think you don't look good, so this oppa will order full course today."
"Full course?"
"Yeah, there is a A course, what was it, there were Jajangmyeon, Sweet Sour pork, and etc "
"Order it, now"
Just like 'when did I cry', I told him with my husky voice, Seunghyun grinned delightedly and was ordering a delivery on his phone. I wish I always can be happy like this. Am I just wanting to be the common person like others? Aish, tears are coming out of my eyes uselessly. I suffered patiently, and turned the rhythm-star I downloaded one year ago, and started to download new songs diligently on purpose.
Seunghyun looked at me, and seemed like he reminded some old days.
"You've been had rhythm-star because you didn't want to talk with others."
"Yeah."
"That time, what did you think that I am for you?"
"ChoiSeunghyun "
"What?"
"It was just ChoiSeunghyun."
Seunghyun frowned when I kinda told him prickly, then fixed his face.
"Is there really, something wrong? Why are you rough-spoken?"
"I'm actually rugged, and chic.
"KwonJiyong, I like to see you better with charms, K?"
"Nope, this time, the concept is to be chic and rough. Don't irritate me, this noona's gonna be sad~"
"Noona? Lmao... KwonJiyong you are noona?"
Damn, I accidentally said that girl out of my mouth. Luckily, ChoiSeunghyun understood the way I just said it like Noona, but I meant the girl who was next ChoiSeunghyun.
Didn't caught on the wrong foot? He doesn't even wince.
[Ding-dong ding-dong-]
"SeunghyunAh! The delivery!"
"I know."
"Psh. You've scolded me when I even did charms for you. Pft. What do you want. Damn, mucky."
ChoiSeunghyun giggled and walked toward the entrance and payed, then put the food down on the table. I already drooled over, and I ran to the kitchen, quickly took the wraps off and mixed the Jajangmyon. In one chop of the noodle, I abruptly brought the food in my mouth.
"KwonJiyong, you'll have an upset stomache. I won't take any of your food, so eat slowly."
"Mmmm... Yum."
"Haha- it is good?"
"Yes!"
"Ayhyuu. You're such a kid when you start eating."
Seunghyun's thumb lend on my lips, and wiped it off, and took a noodle off of my lips then inserted it in his mouth.
Because of this, my heart beat faster and faster. Maybe he saw my reddish face, Seunghyun giggled playfully.
"Mwoya, you reacted just cuz of this?"
"N, No!!"
"Such your reaction is so fast, kwonjiyong."
"Shut up!!"
"Ahem. What of word did you just use to your husband "
"Ahh!! Be quieett!!"
"What? Just because of me, you had another reaction again?"
"Aahhhh!!"
I hope we will spend happy days everyday. Three days had left for peaceful days. Those three days left so fast.

****

Sneakily, I packed my bags with a suit of clothes and other simple things, and came out of efficiency apartment. I told ChoiSeunghyun that i will be playing with friends just a while. He kinda didn't care about it, and accepted me to go play with friends.
He was fumbling some things on his hand, but it didn't matter for me... I didn't have to go if you didn't accept, Idiot ChoiSeunghyun. Are you seriously going to marry with that girl? My mood went bad again. And felt like I forgot something.

"Hyung! I'm heree!!"
I saw LeeSeunghyun messagge that he's at the bus stop, and I ran to there. Was waiting on bus stop, LeeSeunghyun. There were ten minutes left, but why did he come so early?
"How come you're so early?"
"Because I was happy to have a trip with you!"
"You really like me that much?"
"Of course!!!"
"Alright..."
Maybe ChoiSeunghyun felt like me right now when we talked? Probably it was charming figure when I was whining...
He and I were waiting for the bus, and took our own bags on shoulder when we saw the bus we have to get on. I looked outside the window as I sat the very back of the seat.
Seunghyun started the conversation.
"Hyung, in this trip, I won't ever regret this after coming home."
"Really?"
"I'm really sorry for Seunghyunie Hyung, I will open my heart and tell everything today."
"I bet you really love me so much."
"I think I will go die if you say so."
"......"
"That much, how I needed you."
"Yah, LeeSeunghyun."
"Truthfully, it's first time to have a trip with hyung, makes my heart beat so fast."
"......"
He was telling everything, and it was awky, so I messed my hair up and listened what he said. LeeSeunghyun's voice was pretty boyish, but had little unfinished voice, that made people worthy of notice that it was really beautiful voice.
"For me... I really thanks to the fact that Hyung you are right next to me."
"Pf."
"Don't laughh! I'm really being serious!!"
"Sure sure, keep talking."
Was it because there weren't many people in the bus, only two granma and one man in the bus, LeeSeunghyun's voice wedged near the ear.
"If, I met you before Seunghyunie hyung met you... what would have been happening now?"
"......"
"If I met you first than Seunghyun hyung, we would've been dating by now, right...?"
"LeeSeunghyun."
"I wish, I wish I can be the Seunghyunie hyung now..."
"......"
"I'm weak and small of frame than Seunghyunie hyung, I don't even have that."
"......"
"That's why, that's why I thought Jiyongie hyung chose Seunghyunie hyung."
"LeeSeunghyun, you're having a wrong fact."
"......"
"Sure you're different than ChoiSeunghyun."
"......"
"I know choiSeunghyun has a body to hug me tight well, and his appearance is outstanding too. At the other hand, you have a body who I can hug you tight well, and you're appearance is cuter than me, and you have a beautiful face that you have maternal love. Don't ever just by their face. Because you have enough appearance that people can notice your attractive."
I knew that, after with LeeSeunghyun in the theater. I've heard people around looked at LeeSeunghyun, Wah he's cute, etc they've said he's cute, and I frowned that LeeSeunghyun was criticizing himself.

"But still, you didn't love me."
Do I have to soothe this tender, LeeSeunghyun.. I didn't know what to do for everything right now.
I still love ChoiSeunghyun, and ChoiSeunghyun was dating with other girl secretly. And LeeSeunghyun was a cute boy who follow around me before. Two of names were matching in my head.
What do I do with you both ChoiSeunghyun and LeeSeunghyun. Can't I love both people?
"LeeSeunghyun, let's stop."
"I actually envy Seunghyun hyung. Because he's the person still loving you."
"......"
"But I'm okay. My friend said it."
"......"
"If you have a crush, you should show how much you love, because it will make you'll be wonderful person."
"And so you are wonderful boy."
"......"
"You are crying, and looking at me lamentably."
"......"
A while ago, he was slurring the end of his sentences while he was looking down on the floor, he was doing the thing I just did few days ago. While talking to someone with lamenting...
Was this feeling same to ChoiSeunghyun, feeling like he wanted to embrace the boy in front of you, was this the feeling you felt? ChoiSeunghyun, really, were you feeling it just like me?
"I will tell you one thing."
"......"
"Don't cry anymore. I don't like people who cry."
"Pf... I know you're crying too..."
"......"
"Hyung you were crying because of Seunghyunie hyung before. So I will cry too."
"Do we have to cry when we're going for a trip?"
"Then, I won't cry if you hug me tight."
"......Fool."
I held his neck and arrested him in my embrace, LeeSeunghyun hugged my waist while he was suffering a cry.
"At the bus... At the same time when we leave the bus, please forget I said."
"......"
"We came for the trip. And I said I will tell everything out with you, jiyongiehyung."
"......"
"for last, trip, let's have fun."
"......"
Seriously, what can I do with you, LeeSeunghyun.