疑妻症 : Othello syndrome delusional jealousy; A morbid suspicion about his wife's chastity.

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<疑妻症 : Othello syndrome delusional jealousy; A morbid suspicion about his wife's chastity.>

'Jiyongah, I'm all really sorry, once... No, the second, love me again, please.'

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The house where I opened my eyes. I didn't even know how I got in my house, but stood up thoughtlessly, my head pained at the same time with something passed in my head.

'ChoiSeuHyunahh- I really likey yeww~?'
'......'
'...I really... like youuu- but if you dun likeh meeh~ I wun appeal?? in front of youu! Annyeoong!'

I am sure that I was drinking alcohols with LeeSeunghyun, and walked to ChoiSeunghyun's apartment, drunken stupor, pressed the bell three times correctly, and when he opened the door, I said that as I looked at ChoiSeunghyun. But I don't remember anything after that. I muttered as I grabbed my head, sitting on the bed.
"...Ahh... Crazy, KwonJiyong......"
Had a burning feeling in my stomach, when I looked around over the door I opened, there was my mom sitting on the sofa with a kitting thing. When my mom's and my eyes met, she took the kitting things down on the table and walked toward me.
"Son, you woke up?"
"Umma..."
"Son, should we talk for a little bit?"
"......"
Mom sat down on the sofa again, and gave me a sign to come, I walked toward mom by her hand sign, and sat crossed-legged next to her and looked forward on the TV. There were programs rerunning, and I smiled like I'm just fine.
"Son, did something happen with Mr.Seunghyun?"
"... Nothing happened~ Nothing... Nothing happened."
"Yesterday, Seunghyun carried you to our house when you were fainted. did you know?"
"......"
Probably, the part I couldn't remember was that I was fainted on his carry and came in my house. Thinking of him carrying me to my house, I'm... That's really pathetic.
"How come you drank so much alcohols?"
"......"
"Living with him, but Seunghyun dropped you off on my house..."
"Mom..."
"Son...Something happened between Seunghyun, right?"
My mom already knew Seunghyun and I are dating from the start. But we didn't tell out dad. Because dad once said he really wanted me live happy with beautiful girl, maybe he will get shock and faint if he hears that I'm loving a same sex.
"Noo... Nothing happened."
"My son, can't you believe your mom...? Tell me everything... Did Seunghyun and you... break up?"
"......"
"......"
"No... We didn't break up... Umma, we didn't..."
"Sigh... Son, don't cry..."
I wonder when I started to cry, my mom hugged me tight and wiped my tears, then I cried unrestrained.
"Sib- Umma... What do I do... Seunghyunie... Sob... I mad Seunghyun... Hurt a lot... Ahh"
"......"
"Seunghyun... Sob... Seunghyun set all event for... th.. three-year... but I didn't know that..."
"Son..."
"I didn't know... And... Sob... And I... was at trip with LeeSeunghyun from the morning till night..."
"......"
"seunghyun... Called me... Messaged me... when am I coming... come to cafe till six... said...Sob"
"......"
"Said it like that... Sob... But I... Sob... But I was busy playing around... Didn't even know..."
"......"
"I made... Seunghyun hurt... Umma... What should I do..."
"Son, stop crying!"
"Sob.. Hkk... Ahhh..."
My mom told me firmly as she wiped my tears off and held my face.
"Son, can I tell you what happened yesterday?"
"Son..."
"Yesterday, Seunghyun came in with you on his back."
"Hick..."
"Seunghyun even came to your bed and came out after he laid you down on bed..."
"......"
"And he was going out with a bow to me."
"......"
"But I caught him. And told him to have tea for a bit, then, seunghyunie said, Why you are not asking?"
"......"
I was listening to her with my curious big eyes, didn't even notice myself when I stopped crying. Because I was collapsed and couldn't listen to what they both said each other. It is natural to be curious. I missed him more because I was curious how his face was making toward me that day, and every various face brushed through my head.
"So I said, Seunghyun-goon, Love is followed by pain and wounds."
"Seunghyunie... Sob"
"Seunghyun told me to convey this."
"......"
"Will love forever, till we die, didn't like to see you cry and hurt just becuause of this little matter I did, and said won't you give him an another chance... what are you going to do, JiyongAh?"
Whatever if that is a lie or the truth, was it because I was touched of ChoiSeunghyun's words, I couldn't stop crying again.
KwonJiyong, such a little brat why am I crying all days... But I'm crying because I'm touched... So I can cry. Wait there, ChoiSeunghyun!

-ChoiSeunghyun's point of view.

"I will go back. AnnyeongHeeGaesaeyo."
"Seunghyun-goon. come and have just a tea here."
"......"
"I think the mood is little bad right now, and open yourself up to me."
"Why you are not asking...?"
"Haha- Seunghyun-goon, I know you don't realize it yet."
"......"
"Oh, first, you're my guest, wait on the sofa, I will bring the tea."
"......Nae."
Jiyong's mother knows our relationship. And she is really intimate when we meet... I felt, a lot, like she is like my mom. Was is because of that, Jiyong's mother and I mostly talked about Jiyong.
"Here, Seunghyun-goon."
"......It's a peach tea."
"Do you like coffee, right?"
"......Nae."
"But drink the peach tea Jiyong likes, than a coffee today."
"......"
"So that, we can think Jiyong more?"
"......"
"Seunghyun-goon, love is followed by pain and wounds."
"......"
"Seunghyun-goon? Should I say as a life senior?"
"Nae..."
Jiyong's mother was beautiful late. Jiyong's image was similar with her appearance, and she was a baby face than her age now. While I was thinking that Jiyong looks pretty just like his mom, Jiyong's mom's curved up and smiled on the grin. Then I raied my shoulder up as I saw Jiyong's mom, Jiyong's mom spoke.
"With Jiyong's dad and I, nearly couldn't marry. This truth didn't tell onto Jiyong yet."
"......"
"Will you keep this secret, please?"
"Nae, I will."
"Both parents opposition hardened. Because... We had a trouble. There was Jiyong inside me already, and we were still teenager..."
"......"
I put the tea down and looked at her. Jiyong's mom told me as she grinned brightly.
"Mothers told me to an abortion. But, we couldn't do that. Because it was the baby we made and love each other."
"......"
"So after all of words to result, we came to marry."
"...It would be hard to work at that age, though..."
"Jiyongie's dad had a good group company, and came to the high level of position now."
"......"
"And song producing and writing lyrics were my hobby before, so I became a producer."
Jiyong's mom's songs were very sad and mournful, and had lots of those kind of music. Just like the songs will get a hit song if a singer sings with it.
"Jiyongie... doesn't know this, right?"
"Nae, Make it secret to Jiyong. Will you keep promise?"
"......"
"Jiyong... is a tender and soft child."
"......Nae?"
"Jiyong-... Would believe everything our Mr. Seunghyun say or do anything. He's that kind of child.
"......"
"Seunghyun-goon, You don't... hate him, right?"
"......"
"Jiyong... loves you a lot."
"......"
"I will send him to your house, and I wish you to finish other stuff yourself, Seunghyun-goon."
"......"
"Either you hold Jiyong, or kick him away... It's all your choice."
"......"
"But, I want you to place your hand on your heart and take the right choice."
"......"
"Because Jiyong is your lover, and also he's my lovely son."