"Enough talking." I reached out and grabbed her hip, pulling her to me. "We haven't showered together since before I left for the camps, and we only have an hour left before I have to report to Rhys."
"Why? Nothing will change in your report if you give it now or tomorrow ?" She leaned into my ear and whispered. "Because I missed you so very much."
My nerves fired, and my eyes widened. "Mother save me, ok fine! I'll report later." I took no time scooping her up and planting a fat kiss right on her mouth.
She pulled back and pointed her finger at me. "Azriel will be home soon."
"I don't care, he should be used to it by now. I want inside you. Right now and at two A.M. or whenever the hell I feel like it tonight, no matter who's around."
The idea of waking up next to her in the morning, or—hell—even in the middle of the night, and having what I want right there made me feel all kinds of selfish, but I didn't care.
I loosened the collar of her shirt, while she unbuttoned the rest of the buttons on her black shirt. In no time at all, she'd shed her bra, too, and I pulled her naked chest against mine, feeling the very familiar fire pool in my cock. I had three levels of horny: 1. Eh, I can if I want to. 2. Wow, I wish Nesta was around. 3. Now.
And with Nesta naked, it was always number three.
I unbuttoned her black pants and slipped my hands inside the back, cupping her ass and bringing her up against me like glue. She wrapped her arms around my neck, and I ignored the slight discomfort on my back. Who the hell cared?
"Did you get to the medwitch and get the purple stuff?" I asked in between kisses.
"Yeah," she gasped as I took her breast in my hand and nibbled her neck. "Cassian. So much time now. What will we do?" she teased, rubbing me through my pants.
Cauldron.
I squeezed my eyes shut and hot air poured in and out of my nose. Backing us up, I opened the shower door and turned the knob. Two shower heads sprayed water from both sides, filling the small area with thick steam. I pulled away from Nesta but kept my eyes trained on her panting face. Her cheeks were flushed, and her lips glistened. She'd taken out her ponytail, and I could see her nipple peeking out from under her hair. God, she was beautiful.
All silver fire and passion. All mine.
Yanking off my belt, I tossed it and tore out of the rest of my clothes. She did the same with her pants and backed into the shower, not losing my eyes for a minute. I probably looked like the lion stalking its prey, but that wasn't it. She was the predator luring me in like she always was from the start.
Closing the door behind me, I watched her watch me as she leaned against the shower wall, waiting for me. Even though Nesta was the one in control, she always let me feel like I was hunting her. I loved that. Pressing the length of my body against hers, every muscle tingled with chills. I was warm and high.
Lifting her leg, I held it at my hip and put my fingers between her legs, rubbing long, slow strokes as I looked down at her. Nesta preferred my cock to my fingers inside of her, but she loved to be rubbed. Slow. Always slow.
So slow that I could see the exact moment when her body started to lose control, and it was addictive. Her breathing dipped, and she almost lost eye contact when her lids fluttered.
The water poured around our legs, and the steam made our bodies stick together. The air was thick and hot. I used the tip of my tongue to lick her bottom lip. "Fuck my hand, Nesta," I whispered against her mouth.
She moaned, and her eyes closed as she grasped my shoulders and started rocking herself against my hand. Soft and slow at first. Then the friction started getting harder. She pushed against my palm rougher and faster, more demanding. I felt her wet against my fingers.
She grabbed onto my hand, and I hooked her at the neck, tasting her lips and feeling her orgasm spring up from her throat and echo into mine. She shook and rocked against my hand, slowing down more and more. I swear I could hear her heart pounding.
"Fuck, Nesta," I gasped out as she shuddered against my body. Pulling up her other knee, I guided her legs around my waist, and pushing her into the wall, I slammed inside of her.
"Ahh," she cried out again. "Cass," she whimpered.
I grasped her thighs hard, probably leaving bruises, but she felt so good.
After that first time, Nesta went the next day right to the medwitch to get some type of birth control. Feeling her, not having a barrier of any kind between us, was as close to paradise as I'd ever get.
"I like it when you moan my name." I took her bottom lip between my teeth and drew it out while I slid in and out of her. "You've been turning my world upside down ever since I first saw you. I can't get enough of you."
"Never enough." She brought her mouth to mine, covering my lips. Her tongue tasted mine and darted out to flick my lip.
Never enough.
