My Beloved

Prologue

Stella
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‌Forever is just a myth, nothing lasts forever. What lasts is emptiness. Forever emptiness.
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‌Life is just unpredictable, no one can guess what's coming next. One moment its all rainbows and glitters for us and next moment there is a black storm. A deadly black storm which destroys everything around you, which destroys you.

Such an unpredictable storm came into my  life three months ago when I lost my bestfriend, my boyfriend my Alex. It was my birthday I was waiting for him so that we could spend the day together like we always did since our childhood. I waited and waited but he never came, what came instead was a phone call that changed my life.

Since then everything changed. Life was different. I was different. I felt numb. It was like everything is moving but my life stopped....

I was not the old Stella anymore who used to be the most cheerful and hopeful person in the room. That day I did not only loose Alex, but also lost myself. I can't even accept the fact that I lost him three months ago. It feels like he's gone to some long ass family vacation and will come back any moment. But part me knows that he will never come back. That means that I have to go to school, apply to colleges, go to movies, carnivals without him. All without him. And I can't do this. I am not strong enough to face everything alone.

This is why my parents and my therapist decided that I should start off at a new place away from this town which contains Alex's memories which according to them won't allow me to move on in life.

So they decided to send me away for my senior year to Cartersville at my cousin's place. At first I was not ready to move out but after my parents convincing me for days I finally gave in.

I thought about it and then decided that it was for the best. If I move away then maybe, just maybe I could run away from all the nightmares and thoughts surrounding me.

So once again I am allowing myself to hope for a new start at Cartersville.

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Omg, I can't believe I finally started writing. This is my first book, so sorry in advance for any mistakes.

I hope you enjoy the story:)

🤍J