Ephemeral Hate | J.J.K |

16

"We're sorry, but she has lost too much blood. We need to give it to her soon as possible!" He said while heavily breathing and both of the boys shared a glance. 

"Take mine!" They both offered their hands to the doctor and he was taken aback. He, obviously, can't pick up any one of them without proper checkup and ask them to give her their blood. It'd be threatening to Y/n. 

"We need to do some tests. Follow me." Both the boys hurriedly followed the doctor. 

There was a heavy tension in the air after the tests were over. Jungkook and Seonghwa both were willing to give their blood to her. They just wanted to have Y/n safe and nothing else. 

Seonghwa was doing this coz he was in love with her for thirteen years of his life. Ever since he had seen a five year old Y/n beaming at a flower he'd bought for her, he lost his heart. He was utterly crazy for her, nevertheless she'd already chosen another man. 

And the another man she'd chosen, was still figuring out the answers. Jungkook's answer weren't  like a tsunami that hit him at once. It was like a bomb blasts that was planned for years but came into action all of a sudden. 

Jungkook surely was clear about his genuine care for Y/n. He was duly aware of having something for her. The thing he was now considering as pity wasn't that, it was ardor.  Jungkook was insanely in love with Y/n, but where was his dumb brain that intelligent to grasp it this soon. 

"Seonghwa can donate his blood to Y/n as he is O positive, but Jungkook, I don't think you can as you are A positive and Y/n is B positive." 

Jungkook's heart sunk to his stomach upon hearing the news. He didn't know why, but he was terribly disappointed in his blood type. Why wasn't he O positive?! He was cursing his whole family race due to this entire situation. 

"I am ready, doctor." Seonghwa got up. 

The doctor led them to Y/n's room, and as soon as Jungkook's vision fell on her pale figure his soul yelped in anguish. His angel was lying there looking so lifeless, and there were already tears streaming down his face. 

He horribly pleased to jump off a high building and die, knowing that he was responsible for Y/n's entire condition. He was her culprit. 

"Seonghwa you can lie on the other bed. The nurses will soon began with their job." When Jungkook was pulled out of his ongoing emotions, he saw Seonghwa lying on the bed, getting ready for the donation. 

'Why wasn't that I?', Jungkook  thought, sniffing and averted his gaze. He was so bad. He almost took her life away, and couldn't even save it now. The only thing Jungkook could think of at that moment was to bang his head on the nearby wall. 

However, he restrained his emotions and sat beside Y/n. Taking her other fragile hand in his muscular ones, he rubbed the back of it. 

"I- I am so sorry...." He closed his eyes letting the tears fall and gulped. He so much wanted to turn back the time and sort things out. He wanted to see her bewitching smile and cradle her in his arms. But, once done, never can be mended, right? 

The entire time while Seonghwa was lying there in middle of the process, Jungkook's eyes didn't  leave Y/n's face, not even for a millisecond. Jungkook desired her to reveal her eyelids, and call out his name. 

It was unbelievable, but don't we say miracles do happen? And, it really did. While Jungkook was still gaping at Y/n with his moist view, her eyes fluttered open in the same breathtaking Jungkook liked, and he almost jumped out of his seat due to ecstasy. 

"Y/N!" He screeched, and wailed like there was literally the end of the world after this mere minute. Also, when Y/n's dazed eyesight collapsed on him, she panted. 

"J- Jungkook..." Her whisper greeted his ears, and he chanted countless prayers to God. Nothing was more meaningful to him more than Y/n at that instinct. If she was safe, he was. 

"Oh god! Don't do that next time!" He scolded her, and Y/n didn't respond. Her face was devoid any response. It was so pale that Jungkook was scared for a minute. 

"Y- Y/n?" He faintly voiced out, and Y/n swirled her head to the other side to look at Seonghwa, who lied there with his pair of pulled up lips directed sadly at the duo. 

"Why is he here?" Y/n asked him in her vulnerable voice, and Jungkook's whole world was destroyed. He never had taken into consideration how much Y/n's rejection to him will tear him apart. 

There was land beneath his feet, but he felt thorns. There was roof above his head, but he felt showers of rain. Everything was just perfect and normal, yet he was broken. 

He was in misery. Y/n's words had stabbed him harder than he had anticipated they would. The Y/n, which was so sweet to him, turned to cold today. Jungkook heart was beating, but he couldn't even sense it's vibration. 

The pain seeping in him this time was twice the original pain he felt during Anna leaving the world. At that time, he had the tiny strength to pick himself up and get strong, nonetheless, he felt ice in his veins now. 

"Wh- what?" Jungkook asked with a terribly shattered resonance, and Y/n sighed. 

"Get out, Jungkook. I had enough with you." She spoke and that's the point. The exact fucking point where he could hear his heart breaking up into two.  His core was frail. Not just his body went paralyzed, but also, his thinking capacity had ended. 

"Go Jungkook..."