SECRETS & LIES | VKOOK ✓ [EDITING]

eighteen.

''you better have a good idea, because this girl seemed worthy..''lisa scoffed and sat herself on the black sofa at taehyung's place.

''she's a sister of jeon, so don't get your hopes too high anyway''the raven-haired rolled his eyes and placed his phone back at his desk. ''what did you excatly tell her?''

''what I needed to in a way to not break her at all..''she murmured, remembering how smily the girl was by nature.

taehyung sighed and sat next to lisa ''I may look so evil from aside..that I made you break up with here..''he shrugged, the girl still not looking at him. ''but once I get enough from jeongguk's jealousy I could play him, so the things would get easier..''

''how long will that game be?''

''won't last too long. a few months maxes, maybe four or something like that? I just wanna see what jeon actually is..if he would catch up the hook.'

''what do you do when he senses you are playing him?''

''oh he will, he is not stupid. believe, he is so tricky you can't imagine''taehyung chuckled, then cracked his neck.'' and so I am. he will play it too''

lisa breather and her gaze met taehyung, but she looked hopeless''don't you think this is a bit childish? you guys are not some kids to run after each other's attention..''

the boy frowned, as he realised how the situation looks from aside. ''we're not childish, that's just a game of a manipulation y'know. after all, I wanna test his patience.''

''just be careful to not make it worse in the end. and do not involve your buisines in anyway, cause' you wil regret it..'' lisa shrugged and head to get her bag from the wardrobe, where she left it.

''no regrets, m' sure about that''he chuckled, so many thought in his mind. and all of them about jeon jeonggguk.

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''get back to bed, namjoon! you're not healed yet!'' seokjin yelled from the kitchen when he heard footsteps and a door opening up. ''namjoon?''

seokjin quickly left everything he was doing and went to see from where were coming out the noises. when he arrived at their lobby, he saw how namjoon was furiously searching for something.

he was throwing thing everywhere, a bit of sweat coming out his forehead. ''where is it..where is it..''he chanted, looking for the questionable thing.

''j-joonie, what are you searching..''seokjin softly approaced, trying to get closer to his beloved one, without getting hurt because he was throwing everything in the air.

''k-keys..I need to talk with this jeon, h-he..''but before to continue, seokjin hugged him from the bag, to calm him down.

a few days ago namjoon self-harmed himself, all because of the current situation. that's why he was not in a good condition and not healed yet.

''hush now..everything will be alright joon..''he locked his arms around his waist, calming the boy down. he stopped throwing thing and just..calmed down.

he stopped being so aggressive, but his breath hitched as he almost got a panic attack. ''no..you don't understant, seokjin..you don't understand anything..''he grunted.

''how is..h-he..taehyung..i-is''but seokjin tightened the grip around his wait, placing his chin on his shoulder.

''we will figure it out, namjoon..''

''what if jeongguk is right...th-that is in the mafia..and..why the fvck would he do that...''his knees gave up and fell in seokjin's embrace, who picked him up in bridal style.

''people don't disappear just like that...they are not supposed to..he..they said he was dead, seokjin. I saw his burned body..all the scars..I was at his funeral..I was going to his grave every month..what I did wrong..''

''shh, kim namjoon. look at me''seokjin with a soft voice said, making his lover glance at his eyes. ''you did nothing wrong. you will see him and talk to him, no matter what''

''how am I supposed to talk to him? I don't even know where he is..work..or live..''

''and now you act like such a silly..''he sighed and placed namjoon in their shared bed. ''we have contacts and tracking advices, we will find him. and i'm sure jeon will help somehow..''

''I'm not sure If I have the strenght to meet him, seokjin..what if he is not the same person? my brother would never do such thing..''

''namjoon-ah..''he sighed, leaning next to him as he hugged the other. ''that's the life...nobody said it's so easy. people are cruel..maybe..maybe taehyung was just like that always..''

''if not, he sure have a reason why he did it...what about jeongguk? he was ready to kill the one who seemed to shoot taehyung, he was just always like that. he would always kill, before and after taehyung was in his life..''

''jeongguk have no place in this conversation, seokjin. he was with his goddamit. he sure know more than us..''

''namjoon..I suggest you to try to get some sleep, okay? I will be in the other room if you nee-''

''stay..fvcking stay, kim seokjin..and don't leave me..''he muttered as his eyes were slowly closing up. seokjin was ready to leave, but decided to stay, as namjoon said so.

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oh life is never easy.

it was never easy.

people are cruel.

people hide secrets. who doesn't?

people lie. who doesn't?

but do we all forgive?

why it is so messed up. life is messed up, when you know how many people had lied to you in your life. how your supposedly close peoeple or friends hide so many secrets from you. or talk behind your back.

and then you are the one who is hurt, because of them. they ruin you, but you shouldn't let them win over you. because then you will show you are weak to some freaks.

some people forgive.

or the people who hid those lies and secrets..maybe change? they want a new chance for life?

but what if the exact those people, did all those terrible things to just protect you? because it was for the best for you? so you could be safe?

when you are in so terrible situations, you need to talk with the people you used to be so close to them and just ask for them to forgive you. but will they?

''hello, yoongi..''the boy showed a weak smile, when he saw the door open..and the exact person that was closest to him..to show up.

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