after i gave up

Chapter 20.

1.I still wanna go stargazing with you.

2.your art will always be more about hurt
than love
mark my words.

3.your eyes have all the stars
ill ever need.

4.the wind ryns through my hair
just as memories
in my mind.

5.let us wander
the heights and
the depths together.

6.you asked me for a rainbow.
i gave you the whole palette of colours.
still you are living a black and white life.

7.you know what
every soul cries
mine does too
but you always seem to busy to listen.

8.yesterday
the night seemed kinder
the stars seemed brighter
the darkness embraced me fully
cause i was living in memories.

9.i can see the deep blue sky
who wants to be searched
by the sould who are lost
but sigh all the way.

10.stand by the wind
we'll fly to a heaven
that never was.

11.something has to end
for something to begin.

12.i forgive you the day you left
but i won't and can't forget you till the day i live
never
ever.

13.i wasn't a poet
you're love made me one.

14.we started it together
but I'm ending it alone
all our forevers broke.

15.i destroyed myself
you were always breaking me
i was always healing you.