Yella,
If you're reading this, I'm sure I'm gone already. So I'll apologize. I'm sorry I wasn't able to bring you to the Neverland.
It was hard. I want to fight for us. But my body won't move. I get weak day by day. But whenever I think of you, even if I'm weak, I was able to prolong my life for one day more.
The day you left was the day I became lost again. But be proud of me. Because even if I'm losing, the thought of running after you was enough for me to fight more.
I told my self once I get stronger and once the soul to feet comes back, I'll immediately fly to you. I might even use pixie dust just to make sure you won't leave me again. Remember the first time I met you? At the elevator? You are easily scared. So I'll scare you. Na pag hindi ka sumama sa'kin ulit, hindi kita ibababa.
That thought was enough to make me smile while coughing blood. Mahal na mahal kita, Yella.
Pasensiya ka na ha? Sinubukan ko naman. Sinubukan ko sa maaabot ng makakaya ko pero kahit anong laban ko, 'yong katawan ko ang mismong sumusuko.
Hindi naman kita iniwan. I am always by your side. At night, I will silently peek on your windows just to see you sleep peacefully. I'll catch every nightmares and replace it with sweet dreams. I'll quietly protect you and I'll make sure you're safe always.
Remember what I always say to you? That we'll live somewhere far. To the Neverland and I'll see you there. Hihintayin kita doon. Doon, tahimik tayong magsisimula. Magkakapamilya at tahimik na mamumuhay.
Doon, puro saya lang. Walang sakit at luha. Doon, ikaw lang at ako. Kasama ang pamilya nating binuo. Tayo.
Yellaine Alexandra Perez, hindi tayo matatapos sa huling hininga ko. I will see you to the Neverland. I will wait for you and I will always love you.
Neverland Citizen,
Leo
