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I don't see how I am lovable
When i make others uncomfortable
When i make them cry
I just wanna die
I make them feel unloved
And judged
That makes me very sad
Somehow numb and nothing to add
I feel like i lost them
That shine from the gem
Those eyes
Wich i know cries
It was never my intention
I feel like I'm in another dimension
Making everything wrong
No line to follow along
Nothing to hold on
And then their gone
I see how they find someone else
That makes this heart melt
It's not me
How it could be
I'm so dumb and bad
And at the same time sad
Sad to let someone go
If they go? I don't know
But I'm pretty sure they're gonna
In my head that's such a drama
But is it in real life?
I just wanna grab a knife
And cut so deep
I fall asleep
Everything would be okay
And they...
They could find someone better
Better than i could be, ever
I should be dead and gone
So they can move on
Find someone to fit their League
Cuz I'm just fatigue
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just my poems
Poesíahey I found out that I can express myself with poems and now... yk maybe you'd like to read them ‼️TW‼️ always mentioned in the chapter of the poem
