Wish You Back / Hyunho / Hyunchan ✔️

미친 놈

Hyunjin and Chan broke up 2 years ago and Chan understands why the younger broke up with him it was his fault after all. When Chan became a music producer he slowly but steadily got successful but to gain is to lose something and the thing he lost was his time for Hyunjin. After it fights came after fight and the last straw was when him and Hyunjin fought he got drunk and accidentally kissed a stranger and it happened right infront of Hyunjin. He didn't mean to, he really didn't but what's done has been done and to say that he regretted that the most is an understatement. Was him being a successful producer worth losing Hyunjin? It's always been a question that he can never seem to answer. If he dropped producing for Hyunjin he was scared that in the end he's gonna regret it, regret and blame everything on Hyunjin. Life is full of choices and this was the outcome. 

He didn't want to let go of the other thinking they can fix it, but he knows the longer the relationship lasted the more he would hurt Hyunjin but he was selfish. He can see it all, the other's awkward smile pretending everything's fine. He didn't want to keep on hurting his love, finally realizing that even after everything Hyunjin is still choosing Chan's happiness before his own. Hyunjin could've easily left but he didn't he chose to stay. Chan knew the best thing to do was to let go. They ended on good terms but here he is still waiting and hoping to meet Hyunjin once again for the last time. Chan knew he was holding onto something that is barely even as thick as a thread yet he had hoped. He wasn't expecting for him and Hyunjin to be together again he just wants to meet him and know how he's doing and love him from afar. This time he's the one who's gonna love Hyunjin without expecting anything in return. This time he's gonna be the one who would sacrifice just like what Hyunjin did.

~Time Skip~

3Racha has a busy schedule today. The managers of Seungmin and I.N a very famous duo contacted them and asked them to produce a love song for the duo. Of course they accepted it since the duo was friends of theirs. 3Racha became really close and now they mostly work as a team. Han and Changbin also knew about Chan and Hyunjin in fact they were also close to the other when they were still in a relationship. The song they were to produce was kind of a break up song and so just like the other love songs Chan has produced this one was again about Hyunjin. The song was almost complete Chan just needed to revise some things so he went to a cafe to finish their work there.

Song Title: Ex

Lyrics:

(Verse 1)

On that day, I was unusually cold towards you with a constant yawning. Saying I'm busy, making excuses one day after another. It got obvious that it wasn't love any longer. With an apology, you and I wrote a sad ending to our story with a shaking hand. I feel hurt after saying goodbye. I left you but why am I the one getting hurt? Without a word of thanks, you and I stuttered mean things to each other. I'm pretending to be okay, but I can't lie I miss you and it makes me regret what I've done.

(Pre-Chorus)

In the midst of everything that's over, I search for you. I want to hold you but all I can think of is your tears. I must've been crazy back then, me without you, I can't go on, because you are all I have after all. I was out of my mind for a moment. 

~

Chan stopped the song before the tears that were threatening to fall spills. It would be embarrassing to cry here on public. He thought. As he was packing his things a familiar laugh ringed in the cafe, looking up he sees Hyunjin enter with another boy, a hand wrapped on his ex's shoulders. Then time stopped and the only thing he can see and hear is his ex with another man and his heart breaking and shattering into peices. Chan felt suffocated.