Playing The Player

The Drug.

It was night now and I couldn't stop thinking about what happened at the park.

Almost scaring me, I got a notification. It was from my mother.

'Hey sweetie we'll be back by the time your asleep. You should be asleep by 10 pm.'

I replied with 'K, see you in the morning.' As if I was going to sleep that early.

Where did they go? Were they together again? He'll only hurt us more.

I shot up from my bed as I got a text from Demetrius. Scared to open it, I put my phone down and walked into my bathroom.

I turned on the shower and stripped myself down. I held my hand under the shower head, waiting for the warm water to kick in. When it soon did I stepped under the water.

The water calmed the headache from all my stress lately.  I brought my head back. Letting the warmness spread down my neck and face.

I grabbed the soap and continued my shower.

When I was finished I grabbed my phone and noticed that someone texted me so I opened up Facebook and tapped on the message. I slapped myself... mentally when I remembered I had avoided it.

I read...

'Do u want to go to the movies with me in 2 weeks? There's a new movie coming out."

He would see that I read it so I had to reply. I said..

'Sure thing but you'd have to pick me up.'

My car was being a bit crappy lately and I felt like that would embarrass me.

It wasn't much longer until he replied with.

'Of course princess.'

I felt a smile form and quickly erased it.

It was 9:27 pm and I still hadn't had any dinner.

I opened the cupboards and didn't find any food.

I got another text from Demetrius.

'I'm hungry hbu?'

'Very.' I texted back.

I decided to go back to bed and just sleep hungry. I needed to lose some weight anyways.

My stomach wouldn't stop growling all night, it wasn't the only thing keeping me up though.

Demetrius asked me to go to the movies.

My stomach growled again. Okay I'll worry about him tomorrow. In the meantime, I need to feast, I went back downstairs to find something to eat.

I glanced over the shelves of the refrigerator and my eye caught on the bottle of Vodka that was half full.

I remembered the wonderful taste of it from my 16th birthday last year.

I grabbed the vodka and a cup and ran back upstairs to my room and poured some into the cup.

I flicked through Netflix like 5 times but didn't find ANYTHING good to watch, soon enough I just decided on Harry Potter.

10 minutes into my movie, I didn't realize my pace of drinking was speeding up.

It was only about 20 minutes until I had finished the lot.

I went to go get changed into more comfortable clothes. I had to drag myself off my bed. My eyes weren't focusing either.

When I was in a new outfit which consisted of bike pants and a loose but small crop top, I stumbled back down the stairs and plopped myself on the sofa.