The needs of a Boss #wattys2015

Chapter five - flasback

Walking through the film set was making me dizzy. So many people rushing around, gushing over models and actors and doing touch ups with makeup and clothes.
It was a life I wasn't used too and the social aspect didn't entice me at all. I only ever went out with Mila and if I didn't go out than I would rather sit at home, read a book and cuddle on the sofa.
I met him yesterday "Drake" he charmed me and made me feel comfortable. He looked at me and made me shy. He seemed really nice. I didn't realise that he was an upcoming actor. I usually tried to keep away from the social light as it really wasn't my cup of tea.
"Hey beautiful, you look lush today" Drake wrapped his hands around my waist from behind and kissed my cheek. I rested my head on his shoulder and "Thank you, you asked me to meet you here?" I asked quietly. I really felt uncomfortable everyone was looking at us. "Yup, we are going out for a date" he said as he led me towards the car.

The first two weeks were amazing. It was like a dream, I was treated like a queen. I had met Drake at a club with Mila she had egged us on to speak to each other and dramatically played cupid.

I had met Oris and had made Mila and him go on a blind date as revenge. Knowing they would hit it off, but didnt expext them to fall in love. One week in I walked into my flat finding Oris half naked with his toned chest that may I say has a six pack, with Mila basically naked underneath. I sreamed and turned around covering my eyes. "Seriously guys get a room. And not my room would be great."

Being with Drake had been good but that didn't mean that I wanted to sleep with him yet. I was a virgin but it just didn't feel right. I wanted to take things slowly.

I walked to Drake's apartment and knocked on the door. Drake pulled me into his arms and I smiled at his gesture. He pushed me roughly on the wall and kissed me with force. This didn't feel right, I wasn't enjoying what he was doing to me. Drake ripped my shirt and I tried pushing him off. He held me down as he was much bigger and stronger than me. He pulled my trousers down and threw me backwards. My back hit the table and I screamed in pain " please stop, I dont want this." He came closer and entered me with full force. The pain was excruciating, the tears came in full flow as i held onto the table. My knuckles went white and I swallowed the voice in my throat. I closed my eyes and tried to block the pain. It cane to an end. Drake pulled out of me "You Bitch, your a tease you deserve this you little slut." He got up and before i knew it his fist landed across my eye and he slapped my right cheek. I crouched down and he kicked me in my stomach. I cried in pain, i didn't know what to do. He pulled me up and pushed me on the sofa. I tripped and hit my head, my body felt swollen and the pain was everywhere.

He took my phone and locked me in the room. I sat in the corner and cried for hours. It seemed like the time just didn't pass. the door creaked open and i looked up. Drake cane closer, i slouched back. I felt scared i didnt want him to touch me. He stroked my hair and i flinched. "I am sorry beautiful, i didnt kniw what came over me" he kissed my forehead and spoke sweet things in my ear. He kept me there, i couldnt say no he was so sweet and made me wanted. I gave in every time but each time we has sex it wasn't love making, it was more than rough it felt like he was torturing me. I didn't leave i knew he loved me, he told me that he loved me. After my parents death noone had ever loved me. I believed him and I gave him mu mind, body and soul because I wanted to be loved.

I went to my apartment after two months and showered for ages. I tried scrubbing my body to get rid of his scent and clean ny body. I just didnt feel clean. I dropped to the floor and cried the night away. I locked myself in my room feeling more lonely than ever.

The next day I left my room to see Oris and Mila waiting for me. Oris had his arms folded with a stern look on his face and didn't look happy at all, whereas Mila stood qith her hand on her hips with a scowl. Oris came up tk me and hugged me really tight. I cried and cried and the pain didn't go. Mila came and pad my back and soothed me. I ended up telling them exactly what happened. I hadn't seen Oris that angry ever. He took me in his car with Mila in the back.
We came to Drake's apartment and met a man named James who was one of Oris's friend. The door was open we walked in to see Drake on the couch with a woman on top of him, riding him and moaning his name. The tears came and I kept them in. My eyes burned. I breathed in and pulled the girl by her hair and slapped her. Oris punched Drake and hit him like there was no tomorrow. James pulled Drake up and held him while Oris hit him with full force.Mila pulled Oris back and gave Drake a full swing on his face. "Id you ever come near Sophie again, I will kill you" Mila shouted. Oris kicked Drake in his stoamch and put his arm Mila's hand while James pulled me into his arms and hugged me to his side. He held onto me taking in all my weight as i felt weak and faint and walked us out of Drake's wrecked apartment.

I stayed in New York but moved apartments and stay far away from Drake. In the time I was in New York I didn't run into Drake. Oris and Mila flew back to Lodon whole i stayed back in NY city with a new close friend James . He was one of my friends now and I told him the real reason that Oris had called him. He admitted that he didn't know what had happened he just saw me that day with Oris and knew something bad had happened. It was only four of us who knew what had happened in NY City and why I hadn't been in relationship with anyone since Drake. I just couldnt trust anyone anymore.

Present
I looked at Drake in the club. He just kissed me and I knew I had to get away. "Leave me alone!" I shouted. Oris moved Mila behind and punched Drake. I started moving away. I felt sick I didn't want him anywhere near me. I walked back "sshh it's okay, you head home I'll help Oris" I knew it was Jake. I didn't ask what he was doing in London. I just ran as fast as I could into the cold starry night.