My favorite run away AU

Chapter 7

(Song in here is mine.) Jordan's POV TW

I got into the shower and looked at my wrist. Over 15 cuts now. I promised myself I would not do it while I was here. The temptation was too much but I left my razor in my bag. In the room. What would he say if he found out? Would he hate me? I was interrupted when I realized I had been in the shower for about 10 minuets and already used my soaps. I used cold water so I wouldn't be too hot when I put my sweat shirt on.

I unlocked the door then brushed my teeth. I opened the door and JT was standing there. "I took a cold shower. There is hot water for yours." I said as I smiled. "Is there something wrong?" I asked. Concerned. I hope he didn't notice that fear flashed in my eyes as I held my right wrist in my hand. "Did I do something wrong.?" I asked and looked down. I screw everything up. "No sorry I zoned out. I couldn't sleep last night" Oh. "I can never sleep on school nights." "Ok. I am going to go brush my hair." I said as I took my dirty clothes and soaps back to the room. "You can leave your soaps in there if you want." He said. I nodded my head and he went to the bathroom to take his shower.

When I walked into the room I had some socks across the floor. Did someone go through my things? Or am I just a slob? I picked up my socks and got some yarn I packed and a Crochet hook. I started singing while I crochet.

(Song in Italics)

I can see those tears

Pooling in your eyes

Begging to fall down your face

Don't let them win

Don't let them trough

Don't let them tear your heart in two

I can't be brave unless your there

Your my support

you help me stand

When I feel like

Shattering in to a million

Little pieces everywhere

Let it all out

You can lean me

You've helped me through

this life i'm living

Im your support

you can lean on me

I will be next to you

Helping you stand

Ill fix your heart

When someone breaks it in to

A million little pisces everywhere

Ill be right there

when the walls wont hold

Ill keep you safe

Ill hold you close

And ill be there when your tears fall

When your tears fall

Ill wipe them off

Your pretty face

Just don't let them win

And ill be right here when your tears fall

When your tears

fall