Nico was supposed to be at the date
supposed to be
of course,will had a last minute call to the infirmiry.
some stupid camper got burnt with lava.
honestly,nico had no idea what he was expecting.that will actually had time for him?
he scoffed
will was too busy with others.others who deserved his time.others who had someone, something, to live on for.
all he had was a dead mom and sister,a workaholic boyfriend,and a god of the underworld for a father.
stop it,he thought.stop with the pity party and get over it
but it cut deeper than will thought.
will,who was all sunshine and rainbows,was decieving himself.
nico knew it.will couldn't possibly love him.he was the son of the underworld.death reincarnate.someone not worth the sun.
nico knew if he kept thinking like this he would loose control, but he couldn't suck it up this time
nico thought of the last time he lost control
when he was with minos.that decieving little-
all of a sudden the dam broke
all of it was his fault.he was the one who let percy follow bianca.the one who let him follow zoe.the one who wouldn't let biancas soul rest.
bianca deserved a better brother.all she wanted was rest.she asked him time and time and time again. he wouldn't listen.he was sadistic selfish person,and he couldn't be more ashamed.bianca only joined the hunters because she didn't want to take care of him
then he made her come back to take care of him again.and again and again.
the shadows becan surrounding him,blinding him,but he couldn't stop.he wanted to be happy,he wanted to be like the rest of the campers.having high hopes and dreams he would achive.
but he knew it would never happen
he thought of who was happy.he wondered how they did it.
in the end,his thoughts landed on a special son of hephestus
his last thoughts as the shadows swallowed him whole;
i wish i were leo valdez
well.that was certainly interesting.it turned out a lot better than i can hope.
tell me your opinions
anyway
ciao adios
~q