*sigh*...Just great!I thought I loved Natsu but...I realized that I don't!Know why?
1st of all,he and I consider each other as best friends and partners
2nd he loves someone else...
3rd I dunno if he ever liked me!And he tortured me!
Anyway...I'm sitting in front of Lisanna and Natsu who are laughing and talking, leaving me playing with Happy. "I want Fish!"Happy asked for fish, "alright"I sighed and waved my hand and there was a big salmon in front of us. "YAYYYYY!!!!"he yelled happily...I just smiled...but...I just couldn't forget something...
FLASHBACK
"Its dark..." I cried, "don't worry" a boy said to me.
He waved his hand,light appeared,"There."he smiled at me
"Thank you Spike"I smiled back at him, "now..wipe your tears now, crying doesn't match your pretty face" he said as I wiped my tears.I was afraid of the dark before.
"Thanks for lighting me up Spike"I said," No problem. I'm always here"he said, he started to braid my long blonde hair.
Spike always defended me,protected me,made me laugh, and always lightened up my world.He's also my childhood friend,we met at the age of 7.
"Miss Heartifilia, he must leave now" Spike's father came,"but..."I said but he nodded at me.I faced Spike...he smiled."Don't worry...I'll be back for you" he hugged me tightly then our hands slowly separated. All I could lastly see was the light,his shining hair and his wonderful smile.
END OF FLASHBACK
I can't stop thinking about that boy...Spike...but the only way to make me remember him is go back to Heartifilia Mansion where all our frames,albums and everything are.Father is still as rich as ever, though his attitudes changed very much.
I sighed again, before...I have a memory that they all tortured me....yes..its true...they did torture me...all my fairy tail friends did....only Happy, Gajeel and Levy are my remaining friends. Now...I've got bruises on my legs,arms,back,and face.I suffered 3 days of torture while master Makarov was away.I gave reasons that I accidentally dropped blades on my face.I always wore long sleeves,jeans and boots to hide all my bruises and wounds.
I walked home weakly,suddenly I accidentally bumped on someone."I'm sorry" I said, "Oh!Lucy!"its Rogue!Crap!
"Why're you looking like that?" He asked, "Oh?these wounds? Nothing"I looked away,"Why don't you get that fixed at your guild?"he asked, "Why worry?"I laughed. "Hey!Speaking of guild,wanna join Sabertooth?"he asked, "But I'm part of Fairy Tail now"I said, "Suit yourself then"he said then left.
Join?...I always wanted to join other guilds but I loved fairy tail the most!.....What do I do?
