Shouldnt be proud...

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Vent post feel free to skip <3
Tw// mentions of eating disorders, not eating a lot, talk about eating patterns(patterns?)
Characters: Ranboo, a made up grandmother for Ranboo

Ranboo's POV

"I mean Ranboo hasn't eaten anything today so we should figure something out soon." I remember hearing my mom say from the passenger seat of the car.
I sighed while turning over to my laptop. The time read 12:50am.
I shouldn't be proud of myself for not eating a lot today... That's not a thing to be proud of so why am I proud??
I scoffed, there's something wrong with me huh.
I thought back to a few days ago when I was with my grandmother and parents eating at a restaurant. My mom had brought up how I only get soup here and nothing else.
"What's wrong with you?? Why can't you eat??" My grandmother had said...
I remember asking her what that meant because I was eating.
The more I think about it, I haven't been eating as much as I usually do have I?
I mean I don't eat until 3-4pm everyday but that doesn't mean anything. Does it?

I just don't get hungry until late! I mean if it were up to me I wouldn't eat as much as I do... but that doesn't mean I starve myself.


Right...?

I sighed again as my stomach growled.

I should go to sleep...

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I'm working on more chapters don't worry guys lol
A lot of angst has been supplied from these recent streams I gotta catch tf up
Love y'all, my rabbit kits
-Fall/Bunny

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