What have I done..?

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Spoilers for the November 16th war
TW//swearing a little bit

Niki's POV
"Do you want to know who the traitor was Tommy?" I heard Dream say. Tommy ignored him while Quackity shouted, "It was Techno!!" From somewhere farther away.
"Tommy, the traitor was Wilbur." He said coldly, I felt like time stopped.
Where's Wilbur anyways....
"Wil?!" I yelled, I couldn't let him do anything.
Suddenly I heard Quackity yell followed by explosions- wait- EXPLOSIONS???
"WHAT THE FUCK!???!" I heard Tommy scream. I ran towards the podium just to see a bunch of smoke and the material it was made of in the air. Eventually the smoke cleared and I could see Wilbur and Phil standing in what seemed like a room. I slowly made my way closer to them hoping to get to Wilbur. Tommy got Tubbo and ran, I believe Quackity did too.
"Oh my god..." I heard Phil say in surprise while he was looking into the crater his son had just made. I took that as a sign that I was close enough.
"Phil." I watched at Phil turned to Wil.
"Phil." He shoved a sword into Phil's hands, "Phil, Phil kill me. Kill me, Phil. Kill me!" Wilbur begged.
"I- you're my son! I can't kill you!" Phil shouted as Wilbur kept begging.
"They all would want you too! Just kill me!"
"I- I can't." Phil said before making his way down the crater and away from Wilbur. I slowly made my way to Wilbur who was shaking but standing.
"Wil..?"
He suddenly dropped to his knees and started sobbing. I ran up to him and saw that the explosion did a bit of damage to him.
"Wil.. why..?"
"I- I thought- I just..." I went to say something but before I could he broke.
"Why did I do that!? What is wrong with me?? God- Niki I really have gone insane haven't I? I- Tommy was right.. I've gone crazy! What have I done...?" He cried.
"Wilbur... it's okay we can rebuild! Schlatt's gone! It's okay... we'll be okay. Let's go back to Pogtopia." I said standing up and reaching a hand out for him.
"I should go.."
"What?" I pulled my hand back, shocked.
"I should leave, they won't forgive me.. I blew up the place we worked so hard for. What we almost died for...they shouldn't forgive me."
"Wil.. It might take some time for them to forgive you but they will.. just help us rebuild and we can start over."
I could tell he was on the verge of breaking down even more, but Wil being himself would never let that happen in front of anyone. Heck he probably even hates what he's doing now.
"You can let it out Wilbur." As soon as I said that he screamed in pain, not physical but emotional. I flinched a little bit exactly expecting that and he punched the ground with a loud snap. That's when I realized below us is stone. I grabbed his now bleeding and definitely broken hand and held it being careful not to hurt him. I gave him a hug as he sobbed into my shoulder.
We stayed like that for a while before his sobs turned into quiet hiccups and sniffles.
"Ready to go to Pogtopia now?" He nodded slightly.
I pulled apart from our hug and helped him up, I noticed how shaky he was and made him lean on me for support whether he wanted to or not and we stumbled our way to Pogtopia.
Once we got there I heard Tubbo and Tommy shouting.
"TOMMY SHE'LL BE BACK!" Tubbo shouted, it seems as though he's said this multiple times already.
"She probably went to go to Wilbur and who know what would happen then! We need to find her!!" Tommy shouted back.
"Tommy, Niki can take care of herself." Quackity said from around a corner.
"Guys? I'm right here." I said louder than my usual voice. Wil was still leaning on me, he seemed tired, like he could pass out any minute now.
"Niki!- Wilbur..." Tommy said.
I looked at Wil as he stopped leaning on me and looked at his hands. One of which being in extreme pain.
" 'm sorry..." he whispered- well I don't think he meant to whisper. He had done a lot of yelling and sobbing his voice might be a bit damaged for a little while.
"Like that's going to help." Tommy scoffed.
Wil nodded and cleared his throat. It didn't do much but it was better to hear him now. "I know it won't..," he turned to me, "I told you I should leave.." he mumbled loud enough for Tubbo to hear as well.
"What? No! Wilbur... you don't have to! Tommy what if he helps us rebuild? Will you forgive him?" Tubbo said, not wanting to lose Wilbur.
"Mm... I'll try. But Wilbur I am not letting you out of the sight of anyone here."
Wilbur slightly smiled, "That's fair.. thank you guys..."
Tommy and Tubbo nodded.
"So~ do you mind giving me some first aid supplies?" I asked after looking at Wil's hand.
"Did you get hurt??" Tubbo said worried.
"No no I'm fine but uhhh...." I pointed at Wilbur's hand.
Tommy looked at it and went to get the supplies while Tubbo grew worried.
"What happened??"
"I uh... kinda snapped back into reality after Niki came and talked to me... and uhm.. I wasn't really all there so I punched at the floor...?" He explained.
"The stone floor." I added.
Tommy came back with bandages and a wet cloth. I took them gratefully and started helping Wilbur to a better spot to clean his wounds.
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This took way longer than it should have because I mainly was working on this in school!
I have one more idea in my mind but then I'm out of them! Requests are open still!

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