Once upon a time

chapter 11

I climb into my bed and check my phone to see if I got a message from Liam but all I get is a heartbroken feeling as I see the word seen on the screen. 

Louis' pov 

I was laying in bed staring at the ceiling feeling nothing but sad as I hear a knock on my door, I mumble a 'come in' and the door slowly opens and Marcel steps in to the room with a soft smile on his face. 

"Hey Lou can I sit down?" Marcel asks pointing at the bed, I nod and pull my feet closer to my chest to give him more space to sit down. Marcel sits down and looks at me for a second "Louis Harry and I have to work today... but Edward will stay here with you to keep you company." 

My eyes widen, yeah he has be sort of kind yesterday but he still scares me "H-he doesn't have to..." "Oh but he wants to" I look up to see Edward leaning against the doorpost in only a pair of tight boxers. 

Marcel stands up and claps his hands together "Great Harry and I will get going then! Have fun and be good Edward." Marcel gives Edward a strict look before giving me a small wave and walking out of my room leaving me alone with an almost naked Edward who is smirking at me like a crazy person. 

Edward slowly walks into my room and closes the door behind him. I stare at Edward with wide eyes as he comes closer and closer. 

I can't help but blush and feel my dick twitch as Edward crawls onto my bed with an big grin on his face. 

Edward straddles me and pins my hands above my head, my heart starts beating faster but I'm not sure if it's a good or bad thing. 

"E-Edward" I whine out "What do you want love?" I whine again and Edward leans closer, so close that I can feel his breath on my neck. I feel his tongue lick from my neck up to my earlobe "Use your words love." My breath hitches when I hear Edward say that. 

Suddenly Edward pulls back while loudly laughing "Oh my god you should have seen your face!" I stare at Edward with wide eyes before jumping out of bed and running to my bedroom with teary eyes. 

How could I actually believe that he wanted me, how could I actually believe that anyone actually wants me. 

I can feel my throat tightening while I start scratching my arms like crazy. I let myself fall to the ground and start to hyperventilate. 

No one wants me. 

I'm unworthy. 

Liam hates me. 

Edward hates me. 

Marcel and Harry probably also hate me. 

The room starts spinning and the last thing I can do is let out a soft 'help'. 

Edward's pov 

Why did I do that, why did I laugh at him even though I do really want him and he seems to want us too but I think that that's out of the window now. 

I'm so fucking stupid! He is so sweet and doesn't deserve this. Seeing the tears in his eyes as he left broke my heart which I deserve obviously. 

I hear a soft thud followed by a faint 'help'. 

I jump off the bed and run to the bathroom and I wasn't ready to see Louis like this, passed out on the ground with red arms due to what seems to be his nails while taking short panicky breaths. 

I gasp and kneel down next to Louis and shake his shoulder softly "Please Lou wake up." When Louis doesn't react for a little bit I lift him up in bridal style and lay him down on his bed. 

I bite my lip while looking at him with tears in my eyes and for the first time in a few years I just let it go. I cry while holding Louis to my chest "I'm so sorry Louis, I don't know why I did that." 

I press my lips to his forehead and stay like then until I hear Louis whining, I pull away from him and see him looking at me with glassy eyes "A-are you c-crying?" Louis whispers making me nod and cry even harder. 

"W-why?" 

"Because I hurt you by laughing at you even though I really wanted to kiss you, hold you, fuck you but no I had to be the heartless fucker and laugh at you!" 

Louis looks at me with wide eyes "You want to k-kiss me?" Louis seems to not believe me at all as he gives me a puzzled look. 

"I really do yes" Louis nods slowly. 

"You actually want me?" Louis whispers out while his eyes tear up again and I can't help but gasp while I also grab his hand and hold it close to my chest. 

"Yes I really do, My brothers do too. Let us take you on a date?" Louis gives me a shy smile and nods "O-ok" Louis leans closer and places a small kiss on my cheek "Thank you for wanting me." 

I was about to say something when Louis phone starts ringing. 

Louis picks the phone up without looking who was calling him. 

"Hello?" 

"H-he w-what?" 

Dun dun dunnnnnnnnnn! :))))))

~~~Renée