sin𝙽𝙰rs - nct, nahyuck

𝙽𝙰 - 19 - 𝙽𝙰

jaemin thought for long the next hours.

he felt both confused and overwhelmed.

heck, he also felt mad, happy, sad and stupid.

his head was a mix of emotions, and his heart a mix of feelings.

so, donghyuck liked him?

that was the reason behind the kiss?

"goddamn..." jaemin muttered, massaging his temples. "this is driving me mad..."

jaemin was completely losing his mind.

and this was partly donghyuck's fault.

how could the demon voice his feelings out in such a situation?

well, actually, how could the demon have feelings for someone who intended killing him more than twice!

jaemin knows very well that when he becomes NA, he has no power over his body.

he knows that if NA wants to kill donghyuck, he can do it.

he knows that NA is a merciless and heartless murderer.

but jaemin isn't like that.

jaemin wouldn't want donghyuck to be harmed.

but jaemin didn't have power over NA.

and it seemed like donghyuck didn't have anymore...

well...

that's what he was saying.

but jaemin didn't have the same thought on that matter.

jaemin recalled every single time 'he' almost killed donghyuck.

he could see the fright in his eyes, the quivering of his lips and the panic over his face.

however, jaemin – or NA – never managed to kill him.

that was something weird.

NA killed to live.

NA never missed his shot.

NA always ended his victims.

harming people didn't interested him.

NA wanted to kill. anyone and everyone.

so, how can he explain that donghyuck is still alive?

the demon had appeared at every of his kills, trying to stop him.

but NA never managed to actually kill him.

why?

jaemin showed up before he could.

but there was something important there.

jaemin never showed up on his own.

sure, NA appeared once triggered.

but it wasn't the same for jaemin.

jaemin reappeared when NA was done.