Provide my love (Zendaya/You)

~Chapter Six~

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"Son."

Still Y/N's POV

I heard my father say once in my studio, taking a deep breath and calm my now nerves down. "Yes father," I said with no emotions in my voice.

"I wanted to apologize for yesterday, Y/n." He says going to sit on the couch with me. "You're apologizing for what?" I say getting up off the couch and sit at my soundboard.

"For...not being a father and instead I got angry, I'm sorry," I look at him for a minute before speaking. My voice came out as a whisper "Why?" he heard me as I intended. "I don't know...I guess me and your mother aren't as happy these days," he says looking into my eyes and then looks at his wedding ring.

"Then why would you sneak behind her back and have an affair, she deserves to know," I said sighing at the end

"It's just hard to understand for you," He says "Let me understand why you can't tell mom that your cheating behind her back!" I semi yelled and look to make sure no one is near the door. "I don't want her to found out, okay!" he yelled back and I was beyond confused as to why he said found out, then it hit me that he's gay. I'm taken out of my shocked state by my dad shake me " Y/n, you okay?" he said concerned lace in his voice, and I nod my head.

"Yeah...just shocked about something," I say and he looks at me questioningly, I laugh at his reaction and say "Dad are you, Bisexual," he laughed at my question and nods his head. "Yes son, I find out when you kids were young but I just hid it well with the clothes and acts," he said and I was shocked, to say the least. "You need to tell mom and fix this mess, I'm happy for you dad and I accept the apology but it still hurt you saying those things about you going to ruin my career," I say sighing at the end, I got up from my chair and hugged my father who gladly accepted the gesture.

"I am deeply sorry for saying those things. Actually, I'm proud of you, I was just angry that you were going to tell your mother," He said while let me go completely. "I wasn't going to tell her but it didn't feel right knowing your dad is cheating on your mother and not say anything," I said walking towards the door, "well I appreciate that, so thank you," He said walking towards the door as well. "No problem dad, just talk to mom, and please fix this," I said leaving the studio and going to my room for the rest of the day.

Time skip

April 22 Teo's birthday

So, today is my son's birthday, and I can't believe he's turning 1 where has the time gone. I'm currently at the grill with my dad and Devon, which surprised me cause since all this covid happen I haven't been interacting with anybody besides my son, and when my family came last month. My mom and dad are going to get a divorce which I guess is probably cause told her about being bisexual and cheating, of course. She seems to be doing okay right now for her kids but I know she's not okay with it, hell they have been together since high school and got married when my sisters were 2, I wasn't made yet.

"Yo, Y/n you good?" I heard from beside me, turning my head slightly to see Devon looking at me, "Yeah I'm good, just think of how my son is turning one, seems like he was born yesterday, you know," I say watch my sister, Myriah playing with my son.

"So, I got a question to asks you Y/n," He says while I just nod my head motioning him to continue, "is Myriah um...s-s-single, not for me but I'm just asking for a friend," He said sounding nervous while asking about my sister. Listen, I know Devon like the back of my hand, so when he's nervous he'll start studdering and avoiding eye contact with you.

"No, she told me herself that she's waiting on someone special," I say wiggling my eyebrows. She didn't say that exactly but she told me she has a huge crush on my best friend. "Oh...well that sucks," He said sounding bum, which makes me get an idea. "Aye! Myriah come over here real quick, hurry," I say and noticed Devon tense up causing me to laugh at his nervousness. After my laughter died down, "I gotta take a leak, Myriah can you keep my dear friend Devon company, please," I said and she nodded her head, I excuse myself to the bathroom but I just stay in the kitchen where my mama was cooking some tamales.