Chapter nineteen

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It had been two weeks since the first work out after school with the Bakusquad. The group and you had been working out after school everyday for the past week. The group definitely has gotten a bit stronger; you had a very vivid outline of a six pack that you had been proud of. And to top it off the night mina gave you Bakugo's number you had convinced him to start coming to training. Bakugo also taught you and the group that you can work out all you want but you also have to have a solid diet as well in order to get stronger. Having Bakugo around had definitely made the experience more interesting as you would often train with him one on one whenever you could. Denki and Shinso had also gotten extremely close the two would sometimes disappear and come back when it would be noticed but you still knew about it and more recently you noticed a small hickey or bruise as Denki played it off as when the two suddenly returned. Not wanting to ruin the relationship the two have you wanted until Shinso or Denki tell you about it before saying anything to them. Sadly today's work out had been canceled as today was the day everyone was moving into the dorms. You had been nervous as it would be the first time living away from any adults. You had also been a little sad as you liked living with Aizawa and Hizashi.

The dorms were chaotic. Everyone had stuff everywhere. It wasn't until Aizawa and Hisahi came in holding boxes of stuff that had belonged to you and Shinso. The two of you tried telling the adults that they were perfectly capable of taking the boxes in on your own but the two adults insisted as they had to check on the students anyways. When everyone noticed that their teachers were in the dorms everyone froze and stared at what they had been seeing. Aizawa being irritated and tired as it sighed and looked over at his husband. Who spoke for him "Hey little listeners! You're not in trouble just helping the kid-o's move in!" he said with a smile, Shinso not thinking much sighed before speaking.

"Dad I al-" Shinso said before getting cut off by the class.

"DAAAD?!?!" The class yelled before running to you and Shinso asking you so many questions that you couldn't understand any of them. You started to panic with having so many people near you and yelling at you at once. You started to shake and your eyes started to water. Bakugo must have noticed this as he yelled at the class to shut up before pulling you out of the crowd and made sure that Mina and Sero grab your stuff and bring it to your room. He picked you up and brought you to his room you hadn't realized what was going on as you had been reliving an old memory of your mom. When Bakugo reached his room he gently sat you down on his bed before realising you were still panicking. He brought you into his lap resting your head onto his chest hoping his heart beat will calm you down. He also kept a strong yet comforting hold on you. As he started whispering things like 'Its ok' and 'you're alright'.

Flashback

You had been eight years old at the time your mother had been visibly upset making some soup when she had gotten a phone call. You couldn't hear what was said on the other line but you had seen tears spill out of your mothers eyes. A hand had cupped over her lips covering her mouth. She then harshly hung up the phone cutting off whatever the other had been saying. You being your eight year old self you walked into the kitchen not knowing what had just happened.

"Mama? Are you-" You were cut off by her yelling.

"GET OU!" She had then grabbed the big metal spoon from the pot of now boiling soup.

"B-But mama-" you were cut off by the spoon full of soup being thrown at you. The spoon had a bunch of the soup in it and as it was thrown at you the spoon never hit you but the soap that was previously on the spoon did which had caused that scare on your right shoulder. She yelled again but at this time you were crying your head off running away from your mother.

Flashback over

The memory soon faded and the tears in your eyes have dried as you slowly noticed the not so familiar room and that someone had their arms wrapped around you. You started to frantically get out of the situation but the person just tightened their grip on you. It wasn't until they spoke that calmed down.

"Hey relax dam it!" Bakugo ruffly said his head still resting on top of yours. You calmed down and no longer struggled to get out of his arms instead you looked up, making him move his head off yours and look down back at you. Not knowing what to say you move your head back on Bakugos chest not wanting to leave the comfort of him being there. You had plucked up the courage to speak up.

"How did you know I was having a panic attack when the rest didn't even realize it." He looked at you for a minute.

"I'm only answering that if you explain why you had one in the first place." He grumpily said before you climbed out of his lap and sat next to him. You nodded your head agreeing. You really don't want to tell him or anyone for that matter about your mother but Bakugo has helped you and it was only fair. You needed to tell Shinso as well. You got up to leave the room when Bakugo looked at you confusingly.

"I'll be right back." you gave him a soft smile before leaving his dorm without another word. Quickly you tried finding Shinso. Thankfully you found him in his room which had been just down the hall right next to your own room. You knocked on his door letting him know you were there. When he noticed it was you it looked as if he was concerned before he set down whatever he had in his hand and ran over to you.

"(Y/N)! You look like a mess are you alright?" He asked as he softly moved your hair out of your face. Concern was written all over his face. You softly smile at him.

"I'm alright but I need to tell you something." Your smile fades away. You really didn't want to tell him all the things your mother has done to you. He nodded his head but before he began to say anything, you continued. "Not here" he understood and motioned for you to lead the way. But before you had gone to Bakugo's room you went inside your own quickly opening boxes tell you found what you had been looking for. You pulled out your old bunny plush before hugging it tight to your chest before walking out of your room and to Bakugos. Bakugo had been in the same spot as you had left him in. When you were in the room you mentioned for Shinso to sit down next to Bakugo. You can tell Bakugo didn't like the fact that Shinso was there but hasn't said anything. "Ok.... well my mom's an alcoholic..." you looked at both boys when you said this Bakugos face was unreadable and Shinso hesitantly nodded. "But that's not all she's done" at this you hug the plush tighter and you look towards the floor. Your eyes started to tear up. "S-she has been a bit abusive." you had salty tears run down your face as you looked back up at them. Bakugos whole demeter was crushed and all that was shown was concern and anger? Shinso on the other had looked like everything just kicked.

"(Y-Y/N) how long?" Shinso asked, not really moving much.

"Six years." you had started shrugging your shoulders a bit not really knowing what else you're supposed to do.

"C-can you show us?" Bakugo asked. His voice cracking as he talked. Hesitantly you nodded your head and set the plush onto a box as you turned around and lifted the back of your shirt just leaving the back of your sports bra (if you have one) covering a small portion of your back. Revealing the scars that your mother had left. Bakugo stood up and used his fingers to ghost over some of the scares. After a little while Bakugo backed up from where he was standing letting you drop your shirt back down to where it covers the scares once more. You turned around once more and felt Bakugo rush in and just hug you without saying anything. As you were hugging Bakugo you looked over at Shinso. He had a tear run down his face. Before quickly wiping it off and standing up.

"(y/n), I have to tell dad and pops," Shinso said. You know it's for the best and that everything would work out but it still scared you. You nodded as Shinso saw and left the room and went directly to Aizawa and Hizashi. Bakugo let you go just to drag you over to his bed. Not really knowing what he was doing you just went with it. He laid down and then pulled you close to him. To where the two of you were spooning. He held you close before explaining his story.

"The reason I've noticed your panic attack is because I get them often as well. I don't have a past like yours but I have such a big ego to cover my own insecurities. And that damn slug monster attacked me and made me stupidly paranoid." Bakugo explained. Making you nod your head.

"Thanks Bakugo." You had almost whispered.

"Thanks for what? It was part of the deal." Bakugo said. You shrugged not really knowing why you were apologizing.

"I guess I'm just glad I'm not the only one with problems." you said with a soft smile.

"Katsuki...call me Katsuki" he mumbled. You smiled

"Thanks Katsuki" You said with a blush on your face as you peacefully fell asleep.

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