Trials and Tribulations - Dream Smp Au

Slumber

Technoblade woke up exhausted. He felt like a druggie on their low, he could remember the basis of what happened, Philza dying, him yelling, the pain, but now he can't feel anything emotionally and physically. He got up, looking down to see he was in pajamas. He couldn't even care over who even changed him. Walking down the halls he heard yelling in the attic but didn't really care. He walked to the kitchen and sat down on the chair, he would eat but he didn't feel hungry. He felt something cold stream down his face and realized that he was crying, huh. He heard someone new yell, but didn't care to figure out who. He then felt someone hug him, he looked up to see a ghost version of the blonde man he cared about so dearly. (not realationship wise) He magically hugged back slowly, he still couldn't feel anything but he felt less bad. The man massaged his hair that he realized was left down just now. The man seemed worried and he felt himself be lifted off the floor. His mind went blank as he watched the rooms disappear behind him until he went in one. He heard the squeak of an old couch and then felt the warmth of another human against him. He felt the warm embrace, and was so exhausted. He could feel himself being subconsciously terrified to fall asleep as if this was just a dream, but he didn't want this to go away. As hard as his emotionless self tried, he couldn't stay awake and drifted off into sleep feeling like a child again.

(for anyone who was confused, he was grieving Philzas death but also still sedated so his emotions were there but he was too tired to really care, and Philzas ghost was taking care of him. I'll explain next chapter, and also I know I said it wasn't his cannon life but I realized he only had one so- and also cuz ghost dadza- 334)